.Saturday, October 16 ' 8:59 AM Y
Maybe treating you good, is just letting you to take advantage of it.i wish you could change back to the days before your birthday. how sweet and concern are you. The first priority is always me but nothing else. but.. you said tt you've changed. how long? it was just a moment of time. to me, its like seconds and hours.
yeah... im just so stupid to believe that you've changed to a better person, someone tt i've always wanted to have as a boyf. but after this week, i guess not. you didnt changed. You're still not the one i always wanted and wished for. to you, you think im used to it and all those blah shit. all those are totally craps and bullshit to me. as a girl, who doesnt wanna her boyf to be like this. caring, sweet, always the first priority, spend time tgt no matter on phone or what instead of playing those stupid games or whatever shit. WHICH GIRL DOESNT WANT IT!?
to me now, you're no different compare to the past you. work, friends, GAMES. which will definitely leads to neglecting me. maybe you think you will not. to me, you will.
i've caught fire once. if its was you, you wouldnt want to have a second try right?
these two days, you really torn and broke my heart. i cried, like one madwoman whose water tap cant be turned off. but after just now, my heart went numb after crying. Losing me, to you, is nothing. i know. maybe i will just tell myself it worthless for me to do anything now.
& u might think im just saying for fun, doesnt mean it, i wont do it or it's the the opposite way, then i shall tell you now, you're wrong.
The last drop of tear from my eyes, is the last day im gonna love you.
