cb. damn fcuking angry with my mother. hang my fone! when i did nothing wrong! cb sia. knn. nvr mind. wanna qo malaysia tmr is up to her decision. i still programs waiting for me. more money waiting for me! >:C. & my muscle and gastric is aching like fcuk now, dont even wanna to bother.

& today me and pearlyn kisiao at the end of the lesson. hahas! took some stupid photos lors. hahas. actually shld be upload today de. but both of us forgot to bluetooth to our fone! AHH! hahas. nvr mind. shall get it from stella tmr. :DDDD. STAY TUNE FOR THE PHOTO HAHS! ;DD

after school, cabbed to nearby secondary school to meet cheng, yujia and xujin. its like ages since the last day i saw them. miss them alot! :D. journey there, the cab driver asked me,

cab driver: 你是本地人吗?
me: ya! uncle, 我像外国人啊?
cab driver: 对lors! 我远远看，以为你是外国人。有人讲你像外国人吗?
me: 有! 像中国人。
cab driver: 对对! 很像!

then i was like ==. hey! im pure Singaporean okay! lols! afterall, the uncle very cute. hahas! say alot of 大道理。hahas. and i heard one sad news lors. chengcheng's cat, tangtang, died! :'C. she jump off the building. and its from 8th storey lors! and chengcheng describe it to me. so kelian lors! :'C. may TangTang find paradise in another world. :].

school as usual today. damn fcuking tired. :(.

baby ars baby. next week is your birthday le hahs. :D. celebrating with you? or you celebrating with your brothers? :/. movie outing next week kay? :D and dont be BIG BULLY hahs! bully me. :'/ LOLS. hao lars. love you lars. :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR. :]

today is CNY eve. everyone including my boy is having their dinner with their family hahs. :). i think out of all the family gatherings, i think this gathering is the best! :D. cos, WE "SMALL KID" GET TO TAKE ANGBAO! hahas. money money come in. :D.

afterall, working today is TIRED lars. ==. hahas. have to get up from bed at 8 like tt. ==. so fcuking tired lors. hahas. but nvr mind. overall, its worth lars. hahas. having "tuan yuan fan" with my family. :D shall post abt this more tonight.

anyway, my boyboy is sick hahs. :C. cant qo over to take care of him :C. even if im not at your side, must take good care of yourself kay. & REMEMBER to eat your medicine on time and drink more plain water hahs! get well soon hahs. imy~ :] (L)

ahhh! spend my day meaningless-ly. eat, sleep, watch tv. help family done their nails. lols. do till backache alr. ==. overall, not bad lars. but i think i still needa improve alot! hahas. JY!

CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING! :]

hehes. im like a happy bird sia. cos next mon and tue no need qo to school. WAHAHA! and both of the days end school the late-est! ohmyfgosh! hehes. YES YES YES! ;PPPP

in the morning, father scared me. he read my "Transfer Of ITE" letter out. he read - "Your transfer to Nitec Beauty Therapy is not successful!" i was like tio scared lars! faster run out and snatch the paper and read. is SUCCESSFUL lars! then my idiot father laughing at me! i was like !@#$%^&*. then saying that his english fail. anyhow read! agggrrrr!! >:C. hahas. overall, i know he's joking wth me lars. hehes. :P

came home early today. didnt qo anywhere alr. hahas. its like FINALLY! hahas. get myself bath. and start preparing to tidy my messy room. :). gonna make it neat and nice room today, no matter wad! hehes! :P.

To Someone: I LIKE YOU! hahas. big enough? :P. misses and thinking of you everyday. hehes. such a piggy today! so late then wake up. hahas. bo xim one. nvr wake up see sms one. at least i better lors! yesterday woke up and see your sms. :P. hahas. hao lars. long and sweet enough? :). tell you more in msn and sms hahs! :P. & YOU VIEW AND THEN LEAVE! LEAVE A TAG THEN CAN LEAVE ARS! no care! :DDDDD

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yeah! done tiding my room. :). so nice~ thats wad my mother say. hahas. lots of hardwork inside okay! gonna rest well tonight~ BIG NO NO to eye bags & panda eyes on new year! :). lots of things to do tmr. helping family to have their nails done. manicurist of the day! :DDD. *yawn* Nights!

abt yesterday's things. i dont wanna tok much abt it. you guys can just fcuking unds my feelings. qo here also wrong. qo there also wrong. cb sia. somemore show cb attitude at the end. knn. my fault hahs. you are human, I ALSO HUMAN! I DO HAVE FEELINGS KAY! so fcuking just unds me kay! >:C

went to bugis today with minghui. finally, get to see her. so long didnt see her since the last time at her wedding. :). the trip was very last minute. hahas. its like i end school at 1. then qo have lunch. then around 2 like tt, mh called asked whether wanna qo bugis shop shop. hahas. was like reached home then confirm with her cos yesterday didnt buy much clothes as dont have fcuking mood to buy. met her at 3 plus. then shop shop. hahas. so long didnt shop with her liao. was like back to last time. when we were in sec1. every weekend confirm chiong qo out with gerald and guys one. hahas. then she told me she saw Lan*e! LOLS! was like !@#$%^&*. why i so suey didnt see him. :(. hahas. then shop shop chit chat. hahas. then went back cos she needa qo back to work.

walking near topshop there, someone tap my shoulder. was like tio scared lars. ==. then she say wad blah blah things. didnt really know. cos listening to my earphone. then she get my contact number and blah blah stuffs. and pass me their name card. was like asking wad is it aqain. she say dont know wad then "for Starhub, Singtel, Kfc, Mac" was like oh, oh, oh. then walked away. cos she like toking to herself. dont even understand her english. she like speaking her own language like tt. ==. down to mrt tt time. looking at the namecard on my hand, "Create Talent". was like LOLS! tt time i also kana lars. at orchard mrt. its like a modelling company. which you need to pay 200< bucks for the portfolio. and they will intro you to their Clients like wad she say, Starhub lars and blah blah blah company. ==. need to pay so much lors. ==. if no need, i dont mind trying lors. was like stupid lars! ==.

overall, i brought 2 skinnies, one tube top and basecoat from skin food. spend quite an amount today! ==. but then i'm done with my new year's clothes liao! finally, was like worrying abt this matter. :DDD.

anyway, just wanna say, "Thanks guys for your concerns!" appreciate it alot! :).

fcuking day, fcuking illness, fucking things happen. wad a "GOOD" day.

ahhh! my sore throat is killing me in school or can say the whole day. you will hear me coughing all the times, unless im sleeping. then i will keep quiet. so fcuking itchy, pain and dry! ==. fcuk it sia.

just now went to buy flower with mummy. so tired, and im sneezing and coughing all the way. stupid. plus got one uncle farted. damn loud lars! one excuse me also nvr say. then i was like at there kpkb. is like his butt is facing me lors. fcuk sia. ==. stupid uncle.

outing to orchard tmr with kelvin to orchard. buying new year clothes. yeah!. but no money alr. must take from mother alr. no choice. ah bo i also dont wanna take from her. :/

just wanna know why our class cant be as quiet as BF de class? fcuk sia. everytime see CA de face, so fcuking smelly. plus today the effective com de teacher went to complaint aqain. and we tio scolding aqain. and cha yi dian dont have practical sia. i know tt teacher very fcuking guilan or wad lars. but its like just tolerate her can liao wad. sometime, i really wanna pay attention but the fcuking class is so noisy. hais. sometime, i really think why, they this type also can come in this course. wondering~

fucking gosh! i having sore throat. real sore throat alr. i think last fri shout too much. then still at there fake one sore throat. in the end, really kana. ==. so the lesson i learn is - dont fake one if you dont have hahs! :) just now got one private number call me, i thought is him. i faster answer the fone lors. in the end is klement. ==. and he say my voice like guy's voice. can fight with him. fish him sia. lols!

but in the morning, heard wes de voice, machiam like listening to his voice like tt. tt moment, i just wish tt he is the one im toking to. and forever just like tt listen dont hang. in the end, its just wes de voice. ==. ah! forget it lars! fcuking dont care lars. all i care now is my throat. but i think if my voice qo very sexy then qo see doc bahs. hahas. maybe wil carry this "illness" with me to celebrate chinese new year.

say abt chinese new year, I HAVEN TIDY MY ROOM. ==. so gonna do it on wed or thurs alr. ==. gonna be quite busy this week. :). have you guys tidy your house/rooms alr? :DDD

to myself: GET WELL SOON HAHS! :) (siao one me. ownself wish ownself. ==.)

NEW BLOGSKIN. :)

change my blogskin. cos everyday see that wallpaper also sians. hahas. so changed it yesterday afternoon. really used up alot of my time. hahas. and got my blog some new things. :). hope you like it. :)

today whole day at home aqain. done some paint work. :DDD. paint the chair. look so new and shiny now. wahahas.! all thanks to me and my maid. hehes. done nothing alr. sians ah! tmr need to qo school alr. plus new year coming. i haven finish buying my new year clothes! ==.

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after all the talking and listening from people around me, i now find guys very disgusting. dont know why. disgusted by wad they done. even a good guy, in the end their wife also will get cheated by their husband. why are guys nowadays like tt? when they stead with you, so nice, caring and sweet. after marriage, is totally another kind of guys. or at the start of a relationship, he treat you damn fcuking good. when times qoes by, their true colour were shown. i myself try before once. but i know, almost all the guys now out there, were just after tt thing. so are guys really disgusting or just a fcuking bastard out there? i think the girls know bahs. we have eyes to see.

yesterday celebrating kellie's 20th birthday at Singapore Flyer. before that, went to sweeties' house then qo tgt. :). then at the bus stop, we compared our ezlink de photo.
hahas! we look so different compared to now! only linlin still look the same. hahas.

then bus 133 down. and we reached!

then kellie made reservation at "O'leays". order our food and took pictures.






then after tt, everyone arrived (kellie's friends). chit chat. play here and there. then drink abit. lols. then im those kind drink abit then face red liao. and they think tt im drunk. ==. im not lors. lols. only kellie understand me :D. then went 711 to buy one ben and jerry ice cream and we got one candle from the resturant. as we didnt buy cake. so buy this. hahas. special right. hahas. and we gave her a surprise. :DDD. after everything. jiajia went to use the ice cream and apply at kellie's face. LOLS. so funny lors. then tt moment, i was drinking lors. the beer straightaway went up to my nose. LOLS. stupid. then call lion to chit chat cos i suddenly bad mood. hahas. actually the whole day alr bad mood liao. hahas. he quite surprised tt i will called him. hahas. afterall. he make me laugh aqain. :). he nvr fail to make me laugh. like wad he does. but hais. nvr mind

saw your msn. you wrote on your nick. " dont worry! we'll be better through rite?" who you telling it to. hais. dont know. my cousin call me just forget it. find a new one. i dont know. still thinking about it. i just feel tt im a failure. failure in relationship, everything! sometime i really think tt is year 2009 a good year for me? or bad year. FCUK MY LIFE!

now, wads the meaning of L.O.V.E i also dont know. now in my life, i left out this word. i really dont feel anything. i feel numb. i feel nothing but sadness. can someone just explain to me. wad is the meaning of L.O.V.E?

FINALLY, i remember wad i wanna post. heehees. here it goes.

did you heard before, a person is allergic to HAIR WAX? somemore say allergic liao, ownself still can touch her hair when her hair got wax? its so OBVIOUS that this person is lying lars. ==. and this person so troublesome. extra somemore. ==. i list out ars. use my fone send out one pathetic message just to say " xinyihere". cant i miss call her then got my number mehs! ==. there goes my 5 cents. and tt 5 cents i can use to to message something meaningful de lors! then nvr mind. when i tiding my hair, she keep call me help her wax her hair cos she CANT TOUCH WAX. ALLERGIC TO IT. ==. asshole sia. no eyes to see im still tiding my hair. then today, get from me wax aqain. its like, if you know tt you yourself need to hair wax, to wax your hair, then qo get one on your own lars!.

then today she lend from me aqain. then i was like beisong beisong alr lors. >:C. after tt, she used jolyn's fone to call out. and jolyn's line is like cant call out too long cause the free time is over. and tt bitch keep used used used. lols. ownself got phone dont wanna bring. wanna used others. such a bitch sia. ==. hate her!

afterall, i wont lend her anything anymore. and no more bring wax to school! >:C. *angry*

yesterday, the therapist told me that i cant have any suntan alr. my skin had been damaged by the sun. :'C. i sians diao when i heard she like tt say. XC. cant have suntan anymore till my skin had been recover. no choice. i want mei mei! hahas. finally got one picture of me wearing uniform. (above) hahas. look like nurse lars. thats wad my mother say. lols. actually got lots of things wanna blog de. but out of sudden, i forgot all of them! gosh. ==. hahas. nvr mind. shall blog it when i remember. hahas. :).

SOME TIPS FOR GIRLS WHO WANT MEI MEI. :D.
- No junk food. :)
- beauty sleep is at 4 hours before midnight. (that means 8 - 11pm)
- drink plain water instead of sweet drinks.
* im trying to change X( *
- clean your nails after applying 2 weeks.

cant really think of others. hehes. want mei mei. THEN START FROM TODAY! the earlier you take care of your skin. your aging problem will be delay! :D ( thats wad my CA say )

yesterday just came back from sweeties' house. in the morning, went to visit grand-grandmother at NUH. omgosh. she's so cute lors. hahas. when i smile, she smile at me too. hahas. and can you imagine, she's alr 96 years old! omgosh! and she still quite healthy. but she got "lao ren chi dai". she tend to forget everyone. but not the one she sees everyday. hahas. and when my aunt they all ask her how many people are there. she say 7! omgosh. but tt moment theres only 5.then my grandmother say, should be her brothers came to visit her. OhMy! after tt, we felt so eerie sia. lols. ==. then went back to sweeties' house. slack, sleep, eat and went home abt 8 plus. :)

today will be at home for the whole day. gonna do some revision later on wad teacher taught us. hahas. so hardworking right. :P of cos. im XinYi lehs. :P. kinda cold this few days. didnt know wad the fuck happen to the weather. ==.


after the visiting and the news abt my father's friend. it really makes me wanna cherish my life more. some things can be cruel. so cherish every moment & everyone beside you. Cause you wont know wad will happen next. :)

firstly wanna say,

Happy 78th Birthday, Grandfather!

yesterday, went to celebrate my grandfather's birthday at around chinatown area. before tt, went to bedok ite to get my tansfer form done. you dont know only. the section head sibei gl sia. knn. kellie keep shoot him sia. knn. like as if i know need to qo back on the first day to make a transfer. between bedok ite and simei ite, which one you would wanna qo? OF COS, IS SIMEI LARS. wth. plus you all call me tt time nvr tell me say need to qo back lors. cb. say okay okay then hang liao. knn is my CA tell me de lehs. after finish everything, me and kellie keep kpkb abt tt school and teachers. kp so much.

then went grandfather's birthday "party". the services there really sucks to the core lars! sorry, is bad till i have to like tt say. cb. cos we cut the cake which have the swan the picture on it for grandfather. then is like my grandfather cant bear to eat it. so we call them to have it pack. then they squeeze the cake till the swan picture is being destroyed. knn. then we kp say, whole big resturant, only got so small the box mehs. cb. after tt. gave us a bigger one. cb sia. then at the back see see see. dont see wad sia.

after tt bus down to sweetie's house to overnight. machiam like chicken like tt when at geylang take bus. knn. whole fucking day so fucked up. _|_

07 Jan -
at night, went PP to find mummy and aunties. done some shopping and stuffs. then went to have our dinner at "mini steamboat". damn shiok lors. lols. ate 3 bowls of "dang hoon". hahas. :P. happily eating when mummy and aunties were toking abt their life. so funny. hahas. and one of the aunties, keep scolding bad words like cb, knn, kpkb and blah stuffs. make till another auntie so ps when taking cab. hahas!

08 Jan -
after school, went tm today to get my sushi session tgt with desmond. and it was the first time heard him saying "FULL!!" hahas. then he saw this flower paper (below) and wrote : "Hongster". then he throw inside my bag. i was like _|_. hahas. then pei him qo buy his father's shoes then smoke and home sweet home.

AHHH. this few days not enough sleep. really wanna die alr. i think today i sleeing damn early. maybe later? around 7? hahas. early right. no choice. or else i really got panda eyes alr. :)

took out my extention yesterday. so fcuking pain lars. ==. went vivo yesterday. brought one m)phonsis de bag.

this few days in school, feel so fcuking tired. every morning take cab and not bus. lol. bus so squeezy. gosh. plus i will be late if i take bus. :). Mavis left the course. and here i am with my new friends. :) they were wonderful. and finally, im offically beauty therapy de student. cause took my report today. everything was alright. APPROVED! :). see how happy am i? hahas. :P.

today one word to describe = OMG!! gosh. dont know how to express my feeling when i was in school the first moment. only my face expression can describe.and only wesley know. lols. met him in the morning. all thanks to him, or else i will be alone liao.

PS: bro, thanks for the milo yahs? your milo really made me feel so full the whole day :)

then went for the orientation. knew a new friend, mavis. :) and some other friend. break time went to look for gerald, wayne and ivan. walked around and went to pool room. lols. i expect it to be nicer? LOLs. high expectation hahs me. :P. then went back and listen to their talk talk and see video. listen and see till wanna fall asleep liao. ==. came back, ate my lunch- dinner. take a nap awhile. tired till wanna wake up also cant. ;DDD.

watching tv. so not blogging liao. :P

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err. feel stress now. thinking tt tmr i needs qo school~ my mind is like, SIANS & STRESS. thenmy mind will be like "im tired, can i dont qo to school?" lols. i bet people like me confirm have this mind set. hahas. correct? :DDD. hais. thinking tmr and future~ feel like - :@. LOLS. hope after today, everything would be fine. - my mindset & cool down myself and chiong for my future and my goals.

tmr qoinq to school :C. saddd~ so tired ~ tmr then post~ chatting with baigujing now~ :DDDD. he so lame and cold. but so serious~

hey, im back from Malaysia~ :)). came back in the morning alone. ==. whereas my sister they all still enjoying at Malaysia. just becos of the SATA medical check up and i have to rushed back. so unfair. :(

cab to SATA then got registered and blah blah blah. then at first, the door outside stated "Blood Test" then i was like no care no care. then in the end, i really kana. i was like ohmyfcukinggosh when i see the needle. so thick and can see the hole lors. expect it to be very painful. but overall not pain at all. lol.

then done xtray, urine test and see the doc. lols. just like tt made me feel so tired the whole day. plus they took 2 tubes de blood from me lehs. wth~ just for the sake of tt course, or else, you wanna me qo for blood test? WAIT LONG LONG.

lots of things to do tmr, AGAIN. ==/. video on the new year eve celebration shown.short short one. :)

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