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.Friday, May 29 ' 4:32 AM Y

last day of my great-grandma's songka. everyone seem sad abt obviously i do also. but if she still stay on, she will be in great pain cause of the illness she is suffering. so i rather she pass away like tt, peacefully at home. afterall, i miss her alot, ALOT. everyone took one last look of her and off we send her for bury. & i hope she rest in peace in heaven. Thanks guys for being there for me, especially my classmates. i will smile more after this, i promise. :D

for my modem, i can only get it to the repair shop by this coming mon. WTF? i dont know how am i gonna survive on sat and sun lors. whole day at home, doing revision and watching tv, without my computer on. omfg lars. ==. forget it, just wish me all the best for my exams next week. hope i pass it with flying colours hahs. :]

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.Thursday, May 28 ' 1:49 AM Y

HEY GUYS, IM BACK TO POST! :]

sorry guys for not updating my blog. too much things happen this week. didnt really wanna elaborate more on it. just wanna say,

my modem spoiled tts why i didnt online these few days
my great-grandmother just passed away at the age of 95 on Monday. RIP, great-grandma!
& i found out something horrible. at first, i was just making wild guesses, but end up it was all e truths. wtf? im gonna stay away from it? >:/

i try to get my modem fix soon, ya? :] CHEERS.

PS: links and update will be replied or wad sh*t late. thanks :]

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.Sunday, May 24 ' 6:06 AM Y

outing today with pearlyn, jeffrey and his friends. before tt, went to vivo with pearlyn first as she getting her phone repaired. tt LG PHONE! lols! then, went to walked walked first then mrt to serangoon to find jeffrey as his friend having birthday celebration. k session at braddell CC then mrt to vivo aqain. :]

went back to LG store to collect pearlyn's fone, then walked around and they got their dinner at KFC. & thanks jeffrey for the drink. :] home sweet home after tt. :] whole body aching like dont know wad now. ARRRGGGHHH~

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.Saturday, May 23 ' 7:12 AM Y

went back to school for dont know wad event de. we need to do mani and pedi for the client. junzhi also in school. LOLS. at start really kns~ nothing to do, walked here and there like idiot. in the end, get to serve and do pedi alr. LOLS. stress like fcuk can? LOLS. whole body aching like hell lors. then, at the end, our section head brought us CHOCLATES! lol. then group photo and went to inter after tt.

brought my hair dye. end up, colour sucks, i dont like. making my hair look kns, more black~ and my previous hair colour also gone. i dont know spent how much on my hair dye le lors. REGRET LARS! ==. then went home,ate my dinner and fall asleep after tt. LOLS. hey, im tired okay~ woke up at 9 like tt, cause one arshole called me. LOLS. hohs, arshole. :]. and now, blogging, IM STILL TIRED LARS~ :/

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.Friday, May 22 ' 8:55 AM Y

TIRINGGGG DAY~

cause this particular person made me woke up at 6am just to morning call him. then, 15 minutes later call back aqain just to wake him up aqain. but at the end of everything, he didnt manage to wake up and qo to school. my effort wasted~ >:/.

then, all whole day feel like sleeping sia, fall asleep on the table at cafe 2. LOLS. after school, practice for tmr's event on pedicure. :/ at the first, dont even wanna stay back one lors. but teacher hold us back. wtf sia.

went home, get something to eat, watched tv till fall asleep. haven even sleep for half an hour, parents they all wanna qo grandmother's house alr. wth man! ARRRRGGGGGGHHH. i gonna get my beauty sleep alr. fcuk tmr's event. >:C.

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.Thursday, May 21 ' 6:39 AM Y

today lesson till around 12? then me and pearlyn went to help pearlynteh with her makeup. first model i no comments. really NOTHING to comment abt it. then help her with the second one. after all, not bad! hahahs! then the first model was like giving pearlynteh with one bei song de look. LOLS. then she telling us about the first model de face expression. HELLO? thats her business. who call her so suay, to be the first guinea pig?

after that, pei jiasin to Tampines Polyclinic with pearlyn along. S11 foodcourt after tt. and went to T1 to walk. after tt, saw tt the sky was gonna rain, so went home.

watched Anaconda on scv. fcuking scaring me like hell sia. >:/. then kind of dulan with the mixpod. >:C. sicko.

& YOU fcuking stop saying about my past lars. fcuking grow up can? understand the word PAST. and fcuking forget about it can. i've been hearing all those rubbish from your smelly mouth from last year. what you expect me to do when it alr happen, and you fcuking childish thinking tt i betray you, did i anot? GROW UP MAN. ==/

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.Wednesday, May 20 ' 5:05 AM Y

school was alright. after school, i saw tt orange colour bag de guy. :]. but he didnt bring tt bag today. hahas. saw him couple of times. WAHAHAHAS, he's cute okay. :DDD. then went to slack with eric, gerald and pearlyn. thanks eric for the cigar, although i dont like. LOLS. then met ernest, qo to same block slack aqain. played with some kids. LOLS. played till wanna vomit and headache sia. my stamina not good alr. then pearlyn continue to play with those kids. you know wad they play? HEART ATTACK, CATCHING AND HIDE AND SEEK. LOLS. and they asked us, "are you coming back on fri?" HAHAHAS. i was like "ohmitoufuo" then they keep calling me play, i just said "i not feeling well." indeed im not feeling well wad. LOLS.

then.... went back home. reached home, gonna switch on the computer, PEARLYN CALLED. LOLS. her ezlink no money alr. and she got no cash alr. so.. i chiong to inter to find her. LOLS. later people think i crazy rush to inter and slowly walked back. HAHAHAS. anyway, finally, i got money in my bank alr. at least can survive me with 1 week? or 2 weeks? fcuk. i regretted. i swear man. >:/

anyway, IM HAPPY TODAY! :]
& my sore thorat is getting worse. :/

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.Tuesday, May 19 ' 4:30 AM Y

quite some time didnt took picture with my uniform on. and here i am. taking it today. i know i sucks with uniform on. so no comments needed, i wont appreciate it. :D

anyway, school was fun today. got my FTY phrase test. did manage to answer the oral questions. :]. lucky me. then lunch at cafe 1. everytime after coming out from there, i smell like shit. ==. then lesson. free period after tt as Ms Lee was sick. CARE lesson, i fall asleep on the mat. LOLS. and then oral test for HFC aqain. LOLS. kind of slack today lars. early release. saw some stalker hahs! outside the lab and at cafe 1. he's so shy. hahas! anyway, joking. he's not a stalker but named junzhi. :]. home sweet home after tt. IM TIRED~ *yawn*

i felt a relieve after getting out from the shadow of you. everything seems new to me aqain. no more burden or thinking about you. thanks for those memories. :]

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.Monday, May 18 ' 7:36 AM Y

IM BBOORRREEEDDDDD~

BUT luckily, got my "darling" Bryan Tan pei me chat. :]. i cant tahan him. LOLS. chatting on the phone with him later on. :].

thats all, TATA. :]

im gonna start over aqain.

im not hoping for you to return anymore. :]

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.Sunday, May 17 ' 4:22 AM Y

IM BACK FROM CHALET! :D tired~ i enjoyed myself at the chalet, hope everyone do also especially my grandmother. :] hahas. des called me yesterday and he say my grandmother also his ex. WTF?! lols! i laughed like hell man. LOLS. then helped to decorate and get things started. slowly, everyone came. and the chalet is full of people. LOLS. then bbq the food, birthday cake blow-ed, taking pictures around. went to cycled.

the bicycle sucks kay. spoil. and i have to get my hands on the gear! fcuk. and my hand black black. EEEEK! then slowly cycled to the shop. and get the bicyle changed. after tt, kai and lin's one also spoiled. LOLS. sucks right. then played poker cards. I WIN MONEY AGAIN! :D. this year gamble kept winning money siol. nice one! :D.

morning, breakfast at lagoon. and home sweet home after tt. went to sleep, woke up at 5 plus. & ~~i haven got my LLA things done. fcuk man! rushed rushed rushed!!!! >:0.~~ IM DONE! :]

US~ on tricia's birthday. :]

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.Saturday, May 16 ' 1:29 AM Y

yesterday went out with gerald, eric and ernest. met gerald and eric first at mrt. then mrt to city hall. :D

then went to raffles place to have dinner. slowly stroll to Peranakan museum. :]. on the way there, we lost our way. finding and calling friends to help me check the map online. but none answer the phone. LOLS. but at the end, clever me, manage to find the way there. went in to take a look. very nice and i started to get interested abt nonya. :D. after tt, cab to parklane to find minghui. :]

time past, and we started to get bored~! ernest called and went over to The Cathay to find him. then cab to Boat Quay and to "Harry's"...

Lots of ang mo gathering there. LOLS. first time time there, first time see them fight. WOAHS. nice one man. heard glass breaking sound. and turned. one ang mo and one indian uncle fighting. wahhh~ hahahs! chit chatted and drink. funny thing done. and cab back to bedok.

anyway, thanks guys. kind of lots of things bothering me, but im alright. no worries hahs. :D

seems like every part of east side

have a memories of the past of mine.

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.Thursday, May 14 ' 6:58 AM Y

drink drank drunk. :]

raining heavily this morning. was like fcuk? then went for my phrase test for HFC. so gan jiong when painting jiasin's nails. LOLS. and she was like shaking her hands while doing mine. LOLS. nice one. :]

after school, went to drink with gerald and jiasin. after some time, police came down, we kept the jack daniel's and cig in my bag. "i got complain from the neighbourhood tt you all wearing uniform smoke and drink ars?" then all push to gerald, cos he above 18. LOLS. they got our ic copy down. and asked all those blah blah shit like, why stay here? why nvr qo home? we nursing course ars? ==. wth? then later he asked me and jiasin got smoked and drink anot. LOLS. we just say no, nvr. then later they came back to check aqain, and he point at me, "you got drink hahs? why your face so red?" LOLS. straightaway, "no lars, nvr lars. natural one, i got acne." LOL SIA. then they call us to change place sit.

changed to 171 sit. so fcuking lame. just beside nia. then eric arrived, then slowly ernest also. LOLS. played and fooled around like monkey. running here and there. and eric tried to carry me and kind of wanting to throw me in the drain. LOLS. too bad, 2 times, both times also didnt manage. WAHAHAHAS. cab home and lobang jiasin to mrt at 5 plus. home sweet home after tt, can you imagine. so near distance, cost me $7. lols. nvr mind.

pictures after using fire to burn. :]

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.Wednesday, May 13 ' 5:27 AM Y

13may;

school till 3.30pm. went to siglap cc there slack with eric then gerald. eric treat drinks aqain. hahas! nice sia him. hohs ERIC. big enough? :D. chit chat and home sweet home. im BROKE. I WANT MY MONEY BACK! >:/. need jobs also. any lobang? :D

12may;

went to school as normal. got High Element. not tt scary lehs. especially on the log, went you got your safety rope to hold on, or else you have you balance on your own. LOLS. not tt scary lars. i still wanna play second round. LOLS. :DDD. after tt, slack with gerald, smoke and home sweet home. dinner tt time, chat with mother, she say she cant afford to let me qo to private school now for HFC. hais, fcuk myself tt i cant be a daughter of hers. im the worst of all 3. nb.

10may;

went to work, outram. in the morning, went to 168 to find gerald and wenjie. just becos of one box of cig, IM WET LIKE HELL. hoodie also wet like fuck. :/. then cab to hougang find jiajia. she got me her slipper. and went to work. smoked, walk to workplace. damn wulu can. LOLS. then works starts. hell tired. stand at the front door like dog. open and closed door for them. :/. at night, fight with aunties and uncles. damn cb. shout shout shout. we just shout back nia. cb. fcuker asshole. at end, i do 2-person work. give me one-person pay - $60. fcuk him bodoh. gerald said, if he were there, he confirm kpkb , punch tt crocodile alr. HAHAS. nice one man. :D

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.Monday, May 11 ' 10:42 AM Y

IM SO LATE FOR SCHOOL.

guess wad time i woke up just now -> 9.02, when school starts at 9. then i was like FCUK? call pearlyn and others. LOLS. but will be qoinq to school later on at 12. gosh man. i missed theory and LLA lesson. which is i purposely one. :]. nice one. qonna get prepared soon. be back to blog later:D

edit; 10.53pm
cab to school at 12. after tt, cafe 2. as they got their lunch. i look sucks today okay. so stop looking and laughing before i let you feel the heat of my palm. >:/

after practical, didnt even have the mood to makeup. or even draw my eyebrow. i just leave it as wad it is and qo for my EFC lesson. released early as we finished our work early. went to cafe 1 and wait for pearlyn to finish her test and home sweet home together.

PS: on fri's post, ITS ALL CANDID AND FAKE ACTIONS DONE. so dont ask me i have new stead or hell shit. I DONT HAVE ONE. ==.

feel like dying soon.

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.Sunday, May 10 ' 10:04 AM Y

went to work today. fcuking hell day i spent. quarrels, kana in the rain and blah shits. shall post more tmr, as im TIRED. and having school tmr. FCUK?! when sec and jc all those having holiday, and i have to qo back to school like an idiot. >:/.

anyway, just wanna wish junxiang an happy birthday!,aqain. :].

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.Saturday, May 9 ' 8:13 AM Y

CHANGED OF EMAIL ADDRESS.

woahs. whole day at home today. :]. woke up at 12 plus cause yesterday 3 plus then sleep. still very tired lors. i off the aircon and sleep back. father came in and call me wake up. LOLS. and they planning tmr to qo malaysia to eat my favourites! ba ku teh! *ANGRY!* >:C. cant join them cause working tmr. :C.

about tmr, working at outram with jiaxin and pearlyn. :D. but before tt, i think i need to make a trip down to hougang to pass jiajia the key. LOLS. sians. needa wake up early to buy cig at gerald's house there. sians~ nvr smoke today, alr want my life. i kept myself busy to stop thinking of smoking. have been smoking too much this few days, especially yesterday, 1 packet plus. LOLS. smoke finished, take out one more stick aqain. and here comes my coughing. gone worse alr. throat kind of dry and itchy. gerald say i smoke too much. LOLS. aiyahs. no care. wasnt really concern abt my throat, i just need Strepsils. :/.

& abt yesterday's pictures, all candid and FAKE one. LOLS. so dont think "yy". we are brothers and sisters hahs. :] anyway, i've changed my msn email. update hahs :]. thanks. thlady-rita@hotmail.com .

all the best to me tmr! :D

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.Friday, May 8 ' 11:28 AM Y

outing with e guys tonight :]

school till 1 like tt. before tt, thought can qo off early, but Ms Tay came in. LOLS. after school, went to tm with jiaxin. :] have lunch at LJS, then M)phonsis and T1. to pearlyn: "we went to T1 ohhhhh. :D" *i so gonna get beaten! hahas* then went home, prepared and went off to 168 find gerald and eric.

slacked, called ernest down, long time no see sec-classmate. hahas. :D. chatted. till 8 plus, matthew came down. then cab to Ehub. walking around like nobody's business. then went to kfc, chatted with pearlyn. :]. smoked and cab back to bedok. *123, THANKS ERIC.* :DDD.

walked to matthew's house downstair slack. chit chatted. and went down to the pool. LOLS. damn shiok. cold cold one. hahas. then we played "true or dare" ass sia. really assssssss. if eric were to be there, he sure scold "fcuk!" one. LOLS. horrible and nice punishments they can think of. hahas. all thanks to MATTHEW LIM AND GERALD TAN HAHS! but i did enjoy lars. :D. after tt, gerald sent me home. :D guys, slack aqain soon hahs. and i dont feel weird tt im the only girl. so wad sia. -'-. NO GUYS NO FUN MAN. :]

We Have The SAME DP! "D

THE END :D

sore throat soon. :[

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.Thursday, May 7 ' 7:40 AM Y

outing with cliques to tm ;}

school till 2 plus. no HFC phrase test as Ms Eng wasnt in class. im the first one to shout "YEAH" LOLS, as my nail art can last till next week liao. LOLS. then Ms Tay and Ms Chew take over the class. lesson till 11.45. went for smoking break. and off to class. break at 1. went to cafe 2. i fall alseep on the table. HAHAS! im tired, headache somemore. :]. then went for HFC class test. I KNOW HOW TO DO OKAY! i've study yesterday for the test. family members all surprised. whenever i took out a book and study, they will be shocked to death. asshole right. LOLS.

school ended, went to BOYS TOILET, to smoke. LOLS. someone named, junzhi suggest it. then me and jiaxin was like shy lars! walked out of the toilet got boys somemore. ass sia, hahas. nvrmind. get to see how boys' toilet look like. fcuking big can. ==/.

then bus to tm to have our lunch at pizzahut. we were having a conversation on "tt thing". lols. then jiaxin's friend suddenly tap on her shoulder, TRICIA SHOUTED. and next, i tio shocked! and i shout also. LOLS. nice one right. finished lunch, walked around. smoked, and home sweet home. :]

how i wish

it could rain now,

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.Wednesday, May 6 ' 5:38 AM Y

back to blog :]. anyway, yesterday long day hahs. school till 6. got my facial phrase test. omfg. damn nervous sia, as im not familiar with my massage steps. but the end, mstay say, i no need retest. LOLS. :]

Happy birthday, Tricia. :D

woke up quite early as we celebrating tricia's birthday in the morning. end up, all late. so we changed plan to break time. celebrated at cafe 2. quite ps cos alot people looking at us. HAHAS. pictures of to be upload soon. :D

tmr having HFC phrase test. its on pedicure. gosh! wish me good luck hahas. :D.

& i kind of miss you now.

listening to those songs tt you like once. :)

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.Tuesday, May 5 ' 5:04 AM Y

long day. i think update tmr. i think i needa a rest. :] stay tune hahs. :D

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.Monday, May 4 ' 5:28 AM Y

finally, today get to qo school. at home so sians lars. ==/. regret sat nvr qo Ehub. >:[. nvrmind. lots of events coming. practical test, class test, working and grandmother birthday. school events is alr killing me. :/. test test test. when then can no tests ars. fcuk sia. plus the cb bouncer caught me and jiaxin for not putting our lanyard on. fcuk sia. tt fatass still want us to qo to CVC today to collect out ezlink card at 1. damn gl one lors. stupid fatass. gad lars. ==/

i think not anyone, but only zhenghan knows my feeling. LOLS. am i surprised? yes, of cos i am. LOLs. nahs, whenever im sad, i wont find anyone one. LOLS. peace and alone is the best thing hahs. as im a emo freak. no choice, parents born me to be like this. i will try not to be sad hahs. :D.

friends ask me, dont i feel sad when i give up? answer is, OF COS I DO. im human. ==. but no choice hahs. wad to do hahs. nothing i can do le wad. correct? wad is done should alr be done. i can only let my anger out on the table and wall. but i wont regret wad decision i've made. :].

旧的不去，新的不来。that is wad i tell myself. there always alot better guys outside. one day, you will find someone tt you can lean on forever. so wad is the rush hahs. we are only 17. so my friend, jiaxin, forget abt him(like wad i do), and move forward hahs. lots of things for you to see and experience outside. treat this as a lesson. shall bash him up everytime we see him hahs. :]

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.Saturday, May 2 ' 10:14 PM Y

PICTURES UPLOADED! :];

wad a LABOUR DAY! :D

pictures of the 2 days were uploaded. :D im lazy to elaborate more abt it. just wanna say Bedok's pizzahut sucks to the core. and i didnt complain abt it. like wad they say, i've alr got my 10% discount. but if the next time i visit there, i still get the same services from them, they will get it. :D

& i've spent my labour day meaningfully, :]. pedicure, dinner and shopping around at plazasing, which lead me to see 2 persons. LOLS. nvrmind, its fate kay. then home sweet home after tt. got my face a mask on it. and i wanna change the look of myself. seriously needa a change. :D. shall not nag anymore. pictures shall do the talking. :]

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.Friday, May 1 ' 9:13 AM Y

journey of the dayss;

30april,
school -> slack -> lunch at pizzahut -> home -> dinner at clarke quay area
-> leisure park for ice skating -> sweeties' house.

1may,
market to eat -> pedicure with sweetie -> plaza sing to celebrate lin's birthday.
(saw 2 person there. ==.)

anyway, will elaborate more once im free or blahs. probably tmr? :D.

SLEEP WELL GUYS. :]

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