it's lovee;

.Sunday, February 28 ' 1:21 AM Y

ohman. i've been neglecting my blog alr. LOLS! due to laziness of cos. cant blame me. :D have been finding baby on wed and thurs. :D wonderful day man. :)

yesterday went to find baby and his friends to celebrating his friend's birthday @ boat quay. pictures shall do the talkings. :)

after that, baby and i cab home :D

days @ work have been rather torturing. either sleepy, tired or boring. worse still, i cant sleep for at least 5mins. :'c. &&& i'm rushing my bloody report. i've only left with less than 1 week time to the report and presentation. but i'm stuck there. nothing comes to my brain. :/ and i've been lazy too. LOLS! can i dont do those bloody stuffs? sickening man! >:/ then .... i'm cracking my brain whether i should get myself into work society or my study life. at the end, i think i will choose my study life @ ITE bahs.. just too young to walk into work society.

anyway, Happy Belated 7th Month to my baby. times have been passing quite fast. and here we are, been through those ups and down tgt for 7 months. i admit these months have been rather tough for us. but we have been through it tgt. so i hope for the next week months or even future, we can just hold each other's hand and walk through everythings tgt. cause i believe we can do it:) love you lots! :D

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.Friday, February 19 ' 6:34 AM Y

Here's the posts for these few days...

13th;

went to work in the morning. ohh sucks... morning 10AM somemore. but end work at 5. after tt, went home and trip to malaysia after tt.

14th;
came back from malaysia trip in the morning. tired~ chatted on the phone with baby. coffee shop to help me awhile. and went home to rest. woke up, prepared and went to cousin's hosue to have lunch. spend the Valentine Day "meaningfully"

15th;

slept till 1 plus in the afternoon. xP. woke up, prepared and then went to father side there de aunt's house to have dinner. after tt, went home. mother they all went to another aunt's house to gamble and overnight while i bus to find baby. sat down at nearby block and thinking where to go. in the end, baby's house. around 1 plus, his mother came home & i was like ._.!! LOLS! no choice, took two oranges and say "xin nian kuai le" to her. and i got angbao! :D after tt, cab with baby, while he dropped down at his friend's house and i went home.

16th;

went back to work @ 10AM again! killing me~ work work work then aunt's house to have dinner. tt night, was the first night, i lose money while gambling! *ARRRGGGHHH* gonna win back on the the 28th! >:/

17th;

work work work.. after that, mrt to tm to find baby! :D have dinner @ long john. then bus home:D

18th;

off day, went to find baby. slacked at his house, bathed & we wore the same shirt out! funny can! got people looking at us. but i find it cute hohs! :D same shirt with baby :P. then went out @ around 3 plus to sengkang polyclinic as he want to take mc. after tt, compass point for lunch. i got MOS burger and he got his subway. walked around he went to buy sushi and i brought 3 kueh @ $1 only:D sat down and ate the food. then heard got lion dance, and went to take alook. sucks. nothing interesting. while walking bus stop, kana stopped by some people to do survey. then listen to tt person tok cock then baby shoot him. LOLS! funny can. baby's face so serious. LOLS! bus 27 to tampines walked around and went to catch a movie cause nothing to do.

went to watch THE WOLFMAN! woah! nice show man. i shouted twice. guess what, halfway through, while im scared and finding someplace to hide my face, i turned and saw baby sleeping! LOLS!! with mouth open somemore. i tried to disturb him, but he didnt wake up. LOLS! guess he's real tired. :( after tt, i think the show too interesting, plus i just shouted, he didnt sleep alr. LOLS! nice show~ *thumb up high high* dont mind watching second round. :D

then baby pei me go home, while he went up to bai nian. lol! he got his dinner at my house. like pig somemore. ate 1 1/2 plate of rice. LOLS~ im like his maid, take drink and heat up the food for him. ==. then sat down at the living room with my mother. chatted awhile and then watch tv. watched the Animal Planet about those worms getting on to human bodies & skin. fcuking disgusting. and i was like changing the channel while the show was on advertisement & baby kp. LOLS! then pei baby go take cab. home and rest-ed.

19th;

WORKAHOLIC! a word that speaks everything. BUT... got an angbao from a customer! woah! :DDDDDDDD

IM HAVING FCUKING RASHES! :(

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.Tuesday, February 16 ' 7:28 AM Y

meaningless cny & meaningless valentine. seems nothing to me at all. nothing.

for today, i shouldnt qo anywhere and stay at home rest. have a tired night yesterday and today morning.

i wouldnt want the dreams to happen in real life. someday, i might just trembled and fall. by that time, i wont be standing up again.

loved

.Saturday, February 13 ' 1:47 AM Y

i hope you could be better.
be there when i need you.
not a call or a sms.
i wanna you by my side.
lending me your shoulder to lean awhile to ease my burden and stress away.

sometimes i do wonder, you can make your way down to find your friends. willingly just to spend the money with them. what about me?
sometime i really wish, when i alight the bus, the first thing is to see your face. having your hands wide, letting me to have a big hug and forget every single bad things i went through for the day.
but every wishes turns into disappointment.
now, i couldnt cling too much hope. cause no more pains could be added.
a word "sorry" couldnt just solve or even ease the hurts away.
i just wanna smile for the sake of you, not anyone or anything. couldnt i?

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.Wednesday, February 10 ' 7:08 AM Y

i'm exhausted.

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.Monday, February 8 ' 12:47 AM Y

nowadays, things that have been going on is getting on my nerve alr. what's that??!!!

fuck it.

things have been going back

so much fasinating stuffs.

till....

or maybe i shouldnt bother anything from now on?

maybe there will be no more quarrels, heartaching and tears.

the feeling i had now cant be described.

the feeling of disappointed, sadness. worse than that i think.

every single word here, hurts me when i type them out.

so what? no one cares.

i seriously hurt right now.

the scar you created on my heart are opened.

you can and will be the last boy in my life.

but....

CAN/COULD I BE YOUR LAST GIRL IN YOUR LIFE?

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.Thursday, February 4 ' 7:23 AM Y

tears rolled down cause the heart she has was broken

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.Wednesday, February 3 ' 8:10 AM Y

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.Monday, February 1 ' 10:16 PM Y

workaholic man! gosh! im tireddddd! but i enjoyed myself while working. all the jokes we laughed at, the actions that we're doing, get to feed the baby fishes and fishes with jade. wondering if it's time for me to leave the place, will i miss that place and the things we used to do? and that day is gonna arrive soon? of cos im gonna miss there although the customer there sucks. :(. maybe i will continue working there as full-timer after my IA. im still thinking about it. :/

anyway, my life now wasnt as happy as before. didnt know why? cant spend more time with baby is part of it. scared me and baby de distance would be further than before is half of it. no time for myself to rest well is also part of it. oh my. :/

Upcoming events.

Drinking next week! :D!
Valentine day, still no plans~ X/! (i think i will leave it to baby to plan, HAHS! :})
CNY, have not settle with the new clothings!
PAY PAY PAY! haven get yet! freak!

~~i dont need you~~

I NEED YOU.

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