it's lovee;

.Friday, September 24 ' 8:48 AM Y

I'm crying out loud~

i'm hurt, i don't wish to continue anymore

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.Wednesday, September 22 ' 9:00 AM Y

Weeks alr, i still didnt get any better. but GET WORSE! just today. i drank lots of herbal tea. afternoon, father brought one fucking bitter herbal tea. made up of 24 herbs. OHH. IT TASTE LIKE SHIT. at first mother say it will be very very very bitter. then father say "wont la, i buy cold one" so for me, happily shaking the bottle well, open the cap, and start drinking. at first, it was okay. then slowly down to your throat, and here comes the torturing part. ITS FUCKING BITTER CAN. THE WORST DRINK I'VE EVER DRANK! think of it now, its like *hand stand*.

after tt, rushed home. bathed and met baby. and the idiot bus made me waited for 16 mins!? like fucking idiot sitting there and wait for the bus to arrive. -.- bus 31 to tm. baby brought me ANOTHER herbal tea. oh man. ALMOND TEA SOMEMORE. first time see got such tea. then slowly open it, drank the first mouth, "why got chao ta smell hahs?" OMGGGG. and baby say very nice. -.- eeeek. tt moment i feel like vomitting. then geisiao drink abit and close it. walked around. baby brought his ear stud. and bus 3 to pasir ris. and i was being force to drink 1/4 of the almond tea. OMGGGGGGGGGG! in the bus fall asleep in baby's huggies.

reached and walked to find minghui they all. the first thing i saw kyo, HE WANTS ME TO CARRY HIM!! so happy ! ;D. walked around to look for suitable places to eat. in the end, went to fish market to eat. celebrated baby kyo's birthday :) *in between being force to finish tt tea* :/

at the end of the day, pei baby wait for bus and home sweet home. guess what, mother reached home and pass me one big container of herbal tea AGAIN!!! i think i gonna pee on my bed tonight. stomach full of herbal tea. the problem is, i didnt get any better after drinking so much. -.-

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.Thursday, September 16 ' 5:49 AM Y

last few days, baby is sick. now is my turn.

i'm having fever, cough and flu.

it's like one day i'm like a dead person lying on the bed, the next day can jump around then at night like a dead person again.

today i feel terrible. but now, im like okok alr~ phew~ hope tmr i will be alright.

anyway, hope baby can study and score well at the same time for his exam next week. actually this week u should have stay at home to study instead of going to work. -.- but afterall, is up to you to choose?

&&& tmr you pay? :D

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.Wednesday, September 8 ' 6:46 AM Y

im back from my trip to malaysia yesterday morning!! rushing like a madwoman yesterday. :(

supposely, should be back on mon. but last minute change to tue. i brought nothing back but SICKNESS SICKNESS SICKNESS!! angry! rubbing my nose til the skin gonna peel, cough my lungs out. eeek! the worst part is while im sleeping, open my mouth to breathe, my throat very dry. close my mouth, my nose blocked. :@ dont know what to do now.

anyway, today went over to baby's place to cook for him. :) cause in the morning he say he not feeling well. so decided to go over to cook for him. reached, went to supermarket tgt. walking around and deciding what to cook. at the end, decided to cook egg porridge with some dry scallop, fried luncheon meat & sausages and one canned veg..

while cooking, baby keep disturbing me.. till my mind is in the mess. chase him out of the kitchen. while i'm happily doing my things. he is watching his anime.. :D

&&&&& the result was EXCELLENT! hahahas... even baby's sister say nice:D happy happy. next time shall cook veg porridge:D

waiting for the day when YOU KNOW HOW TO COOK! hohs...

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.Friday, September 3 ' 8:57 AM Y

tmr i'm going to malaysia. will be back only by monday evening. it's been quite some while since i went there.

anyway, i also dont wanna be like this. but things seems to been damn fucking sensitive to me. i fall down hard once. i wont let myself to fall down again, things to repeat again, everything. maybe you can say i'm selfish. but all i wanna to do is protect myself from those rubbish and nonsense you gave me last time.

frankly speaking, i've a choice to make whether to go tmr or not. i know you asked me to go prawning tmr with your gugu they all. but to me now, i need a rest from those rubbish shit and have a break. and wanna visit my grandfather, as my mother said he might only have numerous days left. so i went.

i wanna trust you. but something seems to be there to block me. when you say you miss me, i doubting.

how i wish, i could do everything that i cant do now.

anyway, days which i'm not by your side, drink more water, hungry must go down and buy things eat. dont lazy or play game till you forget. at night dont open your mouth and sleep. cover blanket and sleep.

& a picture for you ...

i love youuuuu

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.Thursday, September 2 ' 1:27 AM Y

yesterday went for event @ CCW. TIRED! but luckily today no need go school, CAUSE TEACHERS' DAY! :D. but me and baby have training @ clarke quay for the F1 job.

so met baby @ 3 @ clarke quay mrt. but i'm late, due to finding of my ic photo. dame, dont even know where is it hiding NOW. forget it. then went to have ba ku teh first before going to the training. training ends around half past 7? then went to clarke quay river to walk. sat down and relax. pictures of baby's funny faces, :D

then baby pei me took bus 2 home~ :) so nice of him.

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.Wednesday, September 1 ' 9:57 AM Y

last week, after see the advertisement on the Alive Gallery. i'm like so interested! told baby about it. and he decided to go with me on sun. so we went there. actually meeting at 11.30. but in the morning, i realise i wont be able to wake up tt early. so i change the timing. :D.

after everything, we went to do our Nebo card, cause it will be cheaper for the admission fee. went in and look around. pictures taken ... :) and the fucking problem there is, no camera or pictures taken, unless there's yellow box, inside stated "Take picture here". stupid right. even the exit picture "Thanks You for coming to Alive Gallery" also cannot take! WTF MAN~ ==.

ANYWAY, the whole fucking exhibition is fucking boring. ==. WASTE MY MONEY. and baby is like whining all the way, saying things "WOW, THE PICTURE REALLY "MOVING" LEHS!" in those sacrastic way, AGGGRRRR. and he say what i tio scam alr. :@

then after tt, went to have lunch @ BBQ Chicken. nice nice:D treat baby eat. but after tt, i scam his $7 inside my pocket ^^. actually wanna return him one, but i forgotten. till i saw his blog. LOLS. but i RETURN him alr. :D

after tt, pei baby take bus 3 home, then home sweet home.

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