.Friday, October 31 ' 6:09 AM Y
yeah ! tmr qoinq night safari wit LARRY LAN. just now then decide de. aiyahs! if before tt i know he wants to go then i call him le. no need to asking around like madwoman. ==. and plus in the end lehs. ask liao all also not qoinq. ==. waste my saliva. hahas. nvr mind. in the end get to go tmr. hehes :). wahahas! :PPPP.tmr confirm qoinq to work le. cos mother qoinq new shop. so bo bian, must qo down lor 39 to help her count money. hahas. but nvr mind. got money take. i dont mind. hahas:) AHHHH. ant wait for tmr's outinq! actually i feel tt, this few days quite happy. havinq you tok to me and blah blah blah. dont know whether is it tt i fall for you le. =X. gosh. am i in love? umm. but tts a good sign, cos it proofs tt i alr forgotten you! good good. JIAYOU! :PPPP. kisiao one me, ownself help ownself jiayou. ==. HAHAS. sorry. i really mad liao. =PPP. excuse me please.
btw,
wish everyone HAPPY HALLOWEEN. :)
. ' 12:46 AM Y
yeahs~ new blogskin done :). childish? nahs! its cute okay. took less than 1/2 an hour and im done :). fast one right. hehes. tts all. shall post later? :DDDDD
.Thursday, October 30 ' 5:29 AM Y
borning life now. ==. whole day at home. then, i went to look thro the pictures we have been takinq this few years. hahas. and i saw this! (below). the right side is me and the left side is my sis. hahas. i remember was tt my mother makeup for us and we took the picture. i know we look like ghost in the picture. hahas! :PPP. but i wanna qo tann my skin till like the skin colour i have in the photo. dark dark de. cos i think tann skin look more healthy. :PPP. then in the morninq got tang yuan for my breakfast aqain! hahas. nice nice. did nothinq else. whole eveninq i was like sleepinq like a log. hahas?! :PPPP. but in the morninq, i've got a bad cough. throat kind of itchy. GGGRRRRRR. cant stand it. :'(
thats all :)
.Wednesday, October 29 ' 10:50 AM Y
umm. today bake peanut butter muffins. LOLS. first time do muffin. so its ike fail. hahas. sugar not enough and bake too lonq. abit chao ta. hahas. cos pei matthew qo polyclinic see doc. gerald tan got taqqed too. :DD. then at night make some "tang yuan" hahas. fun lors. :DDDD ate some after tt. nice nice. then chatted wit my new friend, weekiong. enjoy chattinq with. then chatted wit des. then SWEET DREAMS HERE I COME :DDDDDDDDDD
.Tuesday, October 28 ' 7:33 AM Y
today whole day at home. woke up at 1 plus today. didnt went down to work. cos IM TOO TIRED. cos yesterday night went to do puddinq and ITS CHOCOLATE. hate it the most. hahas. no choice. cos buy wrong. :(. so try it. not bad lars. hahas. but i still dont like the smell. :P. hahas. just now went to see doc cos of my toopid ankle. ==. and the doc say my leg one short one long. LOLS?! right side lonq. left side short. hahas. i was like OMGOSH. then he did somethinq to my leg. hahas. and he say okay le. wahhooo. magic sia. do some pullinq and blah blah and my legs are balance. hahas. okay. then from street 3 walked walked to inter. omgosh. and got one guy, ridinq a bicycle. and he say "excuse me". then i was like "sorry" and when he drive pass. HE DIAO ME. i was like fcukinq hell. then i at there scold scold. cb. ur fault or my fault. please lors. at the side got path. you ownself dont want drive there. must drive the path where i walked. FCUK YOU LARS. _|_. fcuker. then went to buy stuffs and home sweet home. eatinq my medicine soon. YUCKS. :(.
.Saturday, October 25 ' 10:24 AM Y
shall post tmr cos not feelinq well. & I SPRAINED MY ANKLE. ==. all thanks to tt as*hole. hahas.
stay tune!
.Friday, October 24 ' 6:58 AM Y
多少次想对你大声说出,
有人为你偷偷在哭!
你为了他,
再多苦你都忍住
那我的温柔
你不在乎!!
no matter how hard i try,
you won't even look at me
just for once.
in your heart
there's only HER.
can't i just replace her?
don't even know
wad makes you love her so much than me!
i don't think i got any point
that LOSE HER!
我在你的心里,
有多少位置?
只有你自己最能够解释!!
. ' 3:54 AM Y
today pei des qo polyclinic to wash his wound. tt asshole damn difficult to wake him up lars. tt bloody pig. i 12 plus reached. he 1 plus then wake up and washed up all this. & i told larry 2 plus meetinq lars. lols. then rushed and bus down to polyclinic. waited and blah blah. hahas. the doctor de writing damn funny lors. hahas. why every doctor de writinq so curly curly de. why hahs? hahas. then larry smsed me say he reachinq liao. then told des tt i have to qo le. awwww. bad lors. cant see him when he is in pain. HAHAS. okay. cruel me. umm.
then went inter to find larry to buy present for tmr. he dyed his hair. hahas. not bad not bad. suit him. hahas.. cant believe tt i spent all the money tt my mother gave me. 70 BUCKS SIA. ==. nvr mind. then walked walked around then joked around. hahas. enjoy shoppinq wit him. lots of laughter and blah blah de. hahas. & today de larry very lame. all the jokes so cold. <- LARRY! see this. HAHAS. ;)). bus 18 wit larry. hahas. and home sweet home. TIREDD~~
hahas. & mother they all qo malaysia le! YEAH. ~ ;dd
happy belated 1 month birthday to
Kyopierre Ng Yan Sheng :D
.Thursday, October 23 ' 6:20 AM Y
umm. didnt qo anywhere today. tired. whole day feel like sleepinq. sleep till 12 plus qoinq 1 today. hahas. such a piggy. hahas. ummm. just now fed my baby doggy wit the food (above the picture). hahas. see. nowadays, doggy's food also got shape de. but the smell damn nice lars. milk de smell. and out of curiousity, i went to try it! hahas. you all may be saying "eeeyeerr" or "you dog ars". hahas. after tt, i then think i kisiao. went to try dog's food. hahas. umm. wanna ask abt the taste? umm. the taste is like wanwan biscuit lors. but this one the milk smell stronger, not sweet at all and like eatinq flour. hahas. taste powder-y de. hahas. hahas. can see tt my baby doggy love it alot. hey. i spent $10 over on the two packets of biscuit lehs. of cos she must love it. hahas. ;DD
thats all folks. :D
.Wednesday, October 22 ' 8:55 AM Y
workinq the whole bloody day. didnt get enough sleep somemore. yesterday chatted wit des till 2 plus. qo washed up blah blah blah alr qoinq 3 sia. then tidied up the freakinq table lehs. 3 liao. then morninq mother called me wake up at 9 plus. still damn tired lars. then ignored her. later 10 she came in aqain. " STILL DONT WANT WAKE UP. GO WORK LIAO. COFFEE SHOP NO PPL WORK LEHS." then she keep pullinq my blanket, hit me. LOLS. in the end. finally, i get up from my bed. hahas. then i tied my hair then qo sleep mahs. so wake up tt time. my hair like horse de tail. they all laughed lars. :@. hahas. then work work work. till 5 plus then qo home. cos raininq soon. so mother say qo back early. i was like jumpinq lars. hahas. :D.
reach home. as usual. switch on com first. send sonq blah blah. then qo bath. didnt took dinner as afternoon ate quite an amount. then so called quarrelled wit sis. didnt wanna qo malaysia on fri lars! cos sat i going mh de weddinq. so had a small fight wit her. then i think sis went to tell mother ars. i was listeninq sonqs from com usinq earpierce. blastinq so cant heard them talk. you know how they call me? usinq a pen to throw me. was like ==. then she asked me whether i wanna qo anort. then tt time my face was like kind of black liao. then i shake my head. then continue listeninq to my sonq. blastinq usinq earpierce. then later she went in her room and asked me aqain. then i say dont want. then she say dont envy them can liao. LOLS. please lors. i wont lars. ==. hahas. afterall, happy tt i no need qo malaysia liao. hehes. ;))
thats all. nights
.Tuesday, October 21 ' 11:57 PM Y
went to sing k wit yongxin, ivan hau and yeo , joanna and caiyun. hahas. fun time wit them. hahas. yongxin say me wad i walk in tt time emo, walk out also want emo ars. hahas. i didnt sing tt much mahs. didnt wanna sing. hahas. cos my voice not nice. wahahas. :D. then ivan hau sang "forever love" to --> "four apple love" HAHAS. we laugh like siao lars. and caiyun "wooo" tt time. hahas. she can sing till damn high. hahas. funny lars. then caiyun did dedicate "sexyback" by justin timberlake. lol. and u know wad is the back ground? scenery! LOLS. we all like. "LAUGHING OUT LOUD" lars. hahas!
after tt, yongxin went off first and we walked to nearby coffee shop to eat. hahas. although e whole day i ate only 2 eggs, but im not hungry sia. didnt manage to finish the noodle. plus e noodle sticky sticky and soft soft de. dont like. eat liao very digustinq. so eat abit then full liao. after eatinq. chatted awhile wit them. hahas. first time chat wit the two ivan till like ... hahas. now then i know yuan lai ivan hau so funny one. hahas. after tt, bus home. :D. now leg nuar and numb liao. ==. HELP.
.Monday, October 20 ' 10:25 AM Y
hey! im back from my cousin's house. :DD. thats why didnt update. hahas. but. pictures will post tmr. not now. continue tmr. nights.
.Thursday, October 16 ' 9:45 PM Y
today one word to describe = TIRED! gosh. in the afternoon. rushed and took taxis down to KK hospital to take medicine. then took one BIG RED PLASTIC BAG walking around bugis. OMGOSH! dont know when i got this courage sia. LOLS. hahas. then kelvin came. first time meet him. hahas. he quite funny de lors. heehees. makinq me laugh the whole journey. hahas. and he the best lars. :D. help me carry the BIG RED PLASTIC BAG. hahas. :DD. then he sent me bus stop and for me, HOME SWEET HOME.
then afternoon, met the buyer's bro to get my clothes. DAMN NICE LARS. love it sia. shall wear it tmr to sing K. :DD. heehees. stay tune ars for tmr's pics. :DD
now de mood: want to be loved aqain! :'(
.Wednesday, October 15 ' 9:24 AM Y
WHOOO. after doinq some excerises, i feel much better. then beinq stuck in those depression mind. just now chatted wit jiajia on e fone. not qoinq safari on fri le. instead of there, we are qoinq to sing K. find it much cheaper than qoinq night safari bahs. cos i can save at least $20-$30. better choice right? :)). but still, i will be qoinq to night safari! cos, I REALLY WANT TO GO THERE! hahas.
your inspiration: " I have discovered that our deepest,
most difficult lessons-
as ugly as they are-
make us learn something.
I think something positive comes out of
something negative always." by Drew Barrymore.
.Tuesday, October 14 ' 11:40 PM Y
翻开一本旧日记
记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么的甜蜜
往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨
曾说过要到那里去
曾做过觉得傻的事
爱过在这城市里我在一个咖啡店透过玻璃窗往外望你的人影不所不在无形无魂的想你
昨晚下了一场雨让我
忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣
好象紧紧抱着你 有一次从朋友口中听到你消息我的心都在发抖, 你是否孤身一人.现在的我只想留一点回忆,能够让我们依靠.but, after all the obstacles.It's good to see you now with someone else.all i can do is, to wish you two all the best.
.Monday, October 13 ' 7:51 AM Y
today woke up at 7 in the morninq, cos parents quarrelled. just one small matter and they can quarrelled till want fight. siao one. make me so tired. cant sleep. (==)!!. hahas. nvr mind. got my nap in the afternoon. so okok lors. just now do chocolate cake. okay. result is FAIL. hahas. i didnt have e actual amt. so we estimate lors. in the end, butter too much, sugar not enough. HAHAS. okay nvr mind. & yeah! i going night safari on fri! yeah!. HEHES. seem scary hahs. hahas. kelvin join us? hahas. then he will be in dead meat. cos i confirm shout at his ear de. HAHAS!. bleahs. hehes.
believe u? of cos not. forget u? TRYING MY BEST.
.Sunday, October 12 ' 8:31 PM Y
umm. e whole night wasnt good for me. didnt enjoy e night well. thinkinq of lots of stuffs. reconsider aqain and aqain. & i painted my nails red. hahas. wanted to take revenge? nahs. of cos not! i think through le. u are free to find other people. cos u doesnt belong to me also. hahas. maybe this is my retribution bahs. dont wanna think that much or wad alr. overall, i still have to lead my life as usual. sleep, eat, work, play. i dont wanna just because of a guy, and wanted to end my life. life is so precious. we should cherish it and not ruin it. and i do believe outside the world, theres more better than him de guy. ALOT MORE. so wo xiang ka le. so no worries ya people? :). just wanna tell U GUYS THE BEST. always there when i needed someone the most. specially thanks to larry&jiayan. u guys told me those words, i will nvr forget. and thanks gerald tan for cheerinq me up. THANKS YA!
ALL I CAN SAY IS, I WONT BELIEVE IN GUYS ANYMORE. :D
. ' 2:00 PM Y
f*ck?! after viewinq ur friend's pic in friendster, i then knew somethinq abt you! all alonq you are a f*ckinq cheater. & i f*ckinq believe and listen to ur lies. NB!
i quitted e group tt YOU and ur friends created. and after tt day, i f*ckinq tryinq my best to believe you aqain. f*ckinq tryinq not to think or angry abt it. even when i went to "Har Par Villa", i even made a wish abt me and you. & RESULT LEHS?! WAD I SEE AND GET IN THE END! I SEE YOU COUPLE DE PICTURE. i then know you used me for wad! sex partner hahs! KNLP LEHS. CCB. FROM NOW ON, YOU WALKED UR WAY & I WALKED MY WAY. I WILL NVR BELIEVE IN YOU AGAIN!
i will try my best to forget you!
i swear!
. ' 1:03 PM Y
today went wit larry to "Haw Par Villa" hahas. it had been years since e last time i went there. hahas. we took bus there. 1 hour plus journey. but its like fast lors. hahas. maybe we had been eatinq and chattinq alonq e way. hahas. and larry's sis done some bento for larry. hahas. so good lors. got snowman de. hahas. i wanna learn how to make. then next time can save those lunch de money and eat bento! heehees. "Haw Par Villa" is open by two guys, named, Aw Boon Haw & Aw Boon Par. "Haw Par" came from each of their last name. :D. at e beginninq i was afraid of qoinq in to the "18 Gates Of Hell" hahas. cos is like scary scary dark dark de. with e accompany of larry. i walked in. hahas. and i saw one auntie! after tt not tt afraid le. lookinq at e process or punishment for crimes, i became afraid sia. hahas. u know wad. "waste food --> body been cut into half" gosh lars. then me and larry was like. huh?! we like everythinq also kana lors. hahas! then went to wishinq pond. im e first one to run there, took out coins from purse, and start makinq wish. hahas. i throw two times. & u know wad, two times also throw into the pot sia. hahas! YEAH. and i close eyes throw de lors. this one i can swear! :DD. zhun right. hehes. wish my dreams come true! 
we went to the biennale after that. walked around. although dont unds some of the arts. appreciate it lors. hahas. we went in to see a art. is the singapore map. & i the toopid one, tryinq to find The East Side, Bedok. but in e end, didnt manage to find it. so anyhow paste. hahas. to larry: "i saw lors! when u went in tt time. hahas. dont think i didnt see it lars! hahas! ur every funny moves, i will get to see it hohs. hehes!".
After the biennale, we went to the MRT and we saw the Fantasma (Phantoms), 2008. hahas. actually we went down e mrt le. in e end. i saw this and we decided to take a look at it. :D. here e effect when standinq inside a red box and a blue box. hahas. but without standinq inside each box, i saw one mouse sia. hahas. told larry abt it, and he agree too. :D 
outinq to orchard & we had our lunch... AYAM PENYET! hahas. delicious dishes. SPICY man. hahas. me and larry eat till keep drinkinq water. hahas. walked walked awhile, collect phone and blah blah blah. bus 7 & HOME SWEET HOME.
had alot of fun today wit larry. hahas. wish to have another this type of outinq aqain, ya? :DD. last lonq friend!
picture credits: LARRY. :D
love this picture alot?! :) cute hahs.
umm. didnt qo anywhere today. tired. whole day feel like sleepinq. sleep till 12 plus qoinq 1 today. hahas. such a piggy. hahas. ummm. just now fed my baby doggy wit the food (above the picture). hahas. see. nowadays, doggy's food also got shape de. but the smell damn nice lars. milk de smell. and out of curiousity, i went to try it! hahas. you all may be saying "eeeyeerr" or "you dog ars". hahas. after tt, i then think i kisiao. went to try dog's food. hahas. umm. wanna ask abt the taste? umm. the taste is like wanwan biscuit lors. but this one the milk smell stronger, not sweet at all and like eatinq flour. hahas. taste powder-y de. hahas. hahas. can see tt my baby doggy love it alot. hey. i spent $10 over on the two packets of biscuit lehs. of cos she must love it. hahas. ;DD
today woke up at 7 in the morninq, cos parents quarrelled. just one small matter and they can quarrelled till want fight. siao one. make me so tired. cant sleep. (==)!!. hahas. nvr mind. got my nap in the afternoon. so okok lors. just now do chocolate cake. okay. result is FAIL. hahas. i didnt have e actual amt. so we estimate lors. in the end, butter too much, sugar not enough. HAHAS. okay nvr mind. & yeah! i going night safari on fri! yeah!. HEHES. seem scary hahs. hahas. kelvin join us? hahas. then he will be in dead meat. cos i confirm shout at his ear de. HAHAS!. bleahs. hehes.
today went wit larry to "Haw Par Villa" hahas. it had been years since e last time i went there. hahas. we took bus there. 1 hour plus journey. but its like fast lors. hahas. maybe we had been eatinq and chattinq alonq e way. hahas. and larry's sis done some bento for larry. hahas. so good lors. got snowman de. hahas. i wanna learn how to make. then next time can save those lunch de money and eat bento! heehees. 
