.Thursday, July 31 ' 5:48 AM Y
henq sia today. :) zaina nvr take mc from mie, guess he forgot abt it le bahs. but still wish he tmr douch get from mie. :D. finally, finishinq mui art course work. but then still must do e 5 boards. gosh. sun cant qo out le. :'(. must stay at home do art le. hahas, nvr mind. today school quite borinq. whole day like doinq art aRT ART. notinq else. then other lesson ish just 2 periods obb maths and then geo. others ish all ART. douch know how ie manage tuu overcome it. ==. kay. suppos today qo buy those frozen stuffs de. but mother say tmr then she help mie buy. wahahas. so good. now ish just charcoal those stuffs, tmr must qo see muiself le lors. :)). postinq mui art piece pics tmr. stay tune. :DD
.Wednesday, July 30 ' 5:26 AM Y
today "SUAY" lars. omgosh. morninq kana caught by zaina cos yesterday didnt qo fer structure lesson. shit him lars. make mie sit under e sun. but ie rather sit under e sun wit friends then givinq him a reciept or mc obb date 29august. shit it sia. sit under e sun then nth happen alr. wth?! lars. ==. then physics lesson. sleep in class. zaina qo take video aqain. FCUK?! then johara qo and write mui name in e file say ie sleep. FCUK?! freak them lars. ie douch give a damn. qo ahead and write lars. knn. then after school, mother brinq mie qo see doc becos needd tt bloody mc. then e bloody doc say canort give yesterday de mc. fcuk him sia. even mui mother tell himle still canort. shit sia. then ie went tuu change e date. wahahahas. but damn obvious ie change it lars. ==. nvr mind. mui mother knows it. ie aso douch give a damn. :DD went wit mummy tuu joo chiat. mummy brought mie a so called "shirt+pant" its tgt de. guess how much. $89 sia. mummy brought it fer mie. love her sia. but ie wear le like very big lehs. but she say wont lars and say nice. lols. nice then okay lors. hhas. then she brought mui sis a bag fer $90 plus ars. then total she paid $188. LOLS. alot lars. ==. ten went tuu order otah fer mui bbq. mummy help mie take it on fri. heehees. hope it gonna be fun on sat. quite a number ppl qoinq. so its will be fun . ;DDD. SWEET DREAMS EVERYONE. :))
.Tuesday, July 29 ' 3:46 AM Y
sorry guys. didnt post yesterday cos busy and lazy alr. hahas. :D. today didnt went fer structure lesson. went tuu find him at his chalet at pasir ris. :)) slack wit him then went home. :D then gosh. just received a call from gerald and he say that SCHOOL GORT SMS PARENTS THAT WE ARE NORT IN SCHOOL ! omgosh!!! nvr mind. fcuk care, jus tell mui mother tt ie nvr qo art. thats why will received tt message. but if message qo tuu father there, then ie douch know wad tuu do sia. umm. nvr mind bahs. " zou yi bu shuan yi bu" :DDadd on- 10.07pm
just reached home from tuition. tirinq one. sleep inside e class and noisy lars e phone. keep vibratinq. ==. sms-ed him. he weird weird de. like drunk sia. lols. today after qoinq tuu chalet, he like ki siao ki siao. keep "ahum chio". lols. douch know fer wad sia. LOLS. umm. still tinkinq why. & IE WILL TAKE MUI REVENGE ON HIM DE. HEEHEES. ;DD. hahahas, still persuadinq him tuu qo on sat. :((. wish tuu see him there by suprise :DD. but he told mie say he will ans mui Q on mui birthday. gosh. wad ans sia. then just now ask him then he say wad maths ans. LOLS. ie was like "huh? wad maths Q sia. ie didnt even as uie maths Q and uie gort ans??" weirdy him. hahas. nvr mind. weirdy but cute. hahahas. :P
pics fer today. :))
yesterday's pics.
bake butter cake yesterday. was a successful one. :DD
ignore e holes. :)
.Sunday, July 27 ' 7:57 AM Y
today went down tuu work cos mother need tuu stay at home do sth. so ie have tuu qo down. whole day douch feel like eatinq. in e morninq wait till 11 plus 12 plus then eat. so ish so called 2-in-1 bahs. breakfast and lunch tgt. then work & work. chatted in sms wit jia jia. saw her message abt mie and him. ie nearly cried out. cos ie really douch know wad tuu do. "fer a gurl,status ish rather impt." hais. and mui brithday bbq, ie want him tuu be there, ie want mui love ones tuu be there. but he refuse tuu. ie douch know wad ie shld do. ie cant get e happiness ie want. fer e whole day ie felt nth but pain. we quarrel over tish. ie douch know ie shld give up anort. like wad mui cousin said. "its useless fer uie tuu wait if he douch want tuu give uie a status. if he really loves uie, he will be willinqly tuu do anythinq fer or even hold uie back if uie gonna give up." but did he? he didnt. all ie can say ish . ie felt nothinq and useless tuu uie. ie really felt tt im really nothinq. just a stepinq stone in ur life. hais. ie douch wish tuu continue mui life like tt. so im gonna change everythinq in mui life. wish can help mie gain back e confident aqain. :))GD LUCK FER TMR'S PRELIM. [fer people takinq prelim tmr. :D]
.Saturday, July 26 ' 8:25 AM Y
today went out wit larry tuu orchard. brought mui art stuffs there & have our lunch there. walked walked. then mrt tuu plaza sing. went daiso. hahahas. mie and larry walked here and there. hahas. walked till leg pain liao. hahas. then went "miss wadever" shop and brought one earrinq. which cost mie 7.90 sia. lols. but earrinq ish letter "R". cos no more letter "X" le. hahahas. then bus home. lazy tuu post. ie think pics will show everythinq bahs. enjoy. :))
.Friday, July 25 ' 7:35 AM Y
:)). fun day in skool today. durinq e 1 hour plus break. went hawker wit larry tuu have our lunch. then went 711. he brought e nacho ars. hahahas. then walk back skool tt time, raininq mahs. then ie told larry tt e rain water and ur nacho mix tgt. damn er xin lars. hahahas. funny lors. then we went library tuu play scrabble. its like laughinq time lors. from e start laugh laugh laugh till end. and ie put "in" as "ni" :DDD. then must restart. hahahas. then second round, we think damn lonq lars, then no words tuu put so we change e letterinq. hahahas. in e end still douch have. lols. ie only know tts e moment fer laughter :DDthen went home wit ernest. in e bus saw azri. chatted all alonq. hahahas. plus in e bus damn damn cold lars. shiverinq sia mie. hahas. then later went tuition. on e way tuu tuition tt time, cross e road. then gort one bicycle just like ride pass mie sia. directly infront obb mie. tt means if ie walk one more step forward. then ie will be injuried now. omgosh lars. ==. then walked home tt time, "zi ji sia zi ji" lols. heard some footsteps and turn. ie tio chua. hahas. e uncle ish still far from mie sia. douch know tonight wad happen. keep scarinq muiself. ==.END OBB POST. HAPPY READING, LARRY. ;DDD.
. ' 4:37 AM Y
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
.Thursday, July 24 ' 5:20 AM Y
omq. can uie imagine. ie had 12 periods fer art. gosh lars. tts ish around 6 hours like tt sia. omgosh lars. 6 then finish sia. 7 like tt then reached home. ==. but nvr mind. cos ie finishinq mui cousework liao. heehees. but mui paint used finish liao. ==. so sat qoinq tuu purchase more obb it. :)) reached home. first time ish kana nagginq by mother. DOTS LARS. at e door there only sia naq wad why nvr called ur father fer so lonq. he ur father lehs. why nvr called him. becos obb one scoldinq then uie like tt. ie was like WTF?! ie did nth wronq and kana scolded by him sia. ie wronq or he wronq. wtf lars?! scold till like mui fault like tt. in e morninq still shout wad " OPEN E DOOR LARS " cb sia. then still diao mie. knn. ie born tuu give him diao or shout one ars. nbcb lars. wait lonq lonq ars want mie call him. NITEX EVERYONE.
.Wednesday, July 23 ' 6:15 AM Y
went out ob school early cos zx cominq tuu find mie. he ride bicycle sia. dots. he ride mie from mui school till east coast. slack at east coast. left there at 6 plus then ride tuu bedok. lols. actually nort tt far lars. hahas. then he sent mie home. reach home tt time damn tired le lars. rest awhile then qo bath all tish. till now postinq. lazy tuu post alr. no mood. psps.enjoy e pics below tt ie took at east coast & in school.
.Tuesday, July 22 ' 3:38 AM Y
hey. im back from mui trip. :))miss e day blogginq. hahas. lazy tuu post wad happen durinq trip. all ie can say ish OMGGG. tirinq lors. ;)). but ie did enjoy mui days there. ps : ie have book mui birthday bbq alr.venue: pasir ris date: 2 august. [will be celebratinq early cos mui birthday ish happeninq on e thurs.]time: eveninq.if cominq, confirm wit mie by tagging, msn mie or sms mie. thanks. :)))
. ' 3:11 AM Y
DAY 5.
DAY 4.
douch know when gort cut de. OMG
yandao right. malaysia relative :DD. <3 him tuu e max.
.Wednesday, July 16 ' 6:19 AM Y
hais. kana forced tuu school. so do uie tink ie will be happy in school. ummm. but ie tink overall ish fine lars. after school, played "wu gui" aqain lors. and thats e thinq tt makes mie happy. :)) && another thinq ish tt he recovered le. hahas. happy tuu heard tt lors. ;DD. tthen after school went home wit larry and matthew. met matthew first. went tuu smoke liao then met larry at 711. bus 31 wit them and saw azri. lols. jokinq in bus then chatted wit larry. so lonq never like tt chat wit him le. but in e middle obb chattinq, azri and matthew keep ka ciao. hahas. then in e end. larry kana scolded by larry fer ka ciao-inq. hahas. then nice chattinq wit him. after chattinq wit him, feel much better liao. but still sad. hais. just now chatted wit matthew in msn, makes mie wanted tuu cry out loudly. hais. ie douch know wad ie should do now. im damn stress tish few days. ie really douch know wad tuu do but wait. can uie really tell mie wad ie should do? sms uie can half way gone. tell uie say fri ie qoinq malaysia, uie also said nothinq. ie really damn sad and confused. are uie e one im know last time? maybe ish ie created tish. ie created tish torture and unhappiness tuu muiself. ie cant blame anyone but muiself. all ie can do ish cry and cry. wad else can ie do? nothinq~ all ie can do now ish tuu qo malaysia and relax muiself. tish maybe wonderful de shi tuu uie bahs. ie guess so. if thats e truth. then ie will be happy fer uie too.
.Tuesday, July 15 ' 7:17 AM Y
nothinq special. forgot where ie put mui file. inside gort e entry proof. must find it. tink ie left it in larry's class. rain heavily when ie reached e bus stop. heng. then reached home rained heavily aqain. tired. no mood post liao.
he's sick today. omgg. quite worried abt him now. X(.
edit* but afterall. just now called him. ie think he ish fine.
fcuk lars. shit it. TMR MUST GO TT BLOODY SKOOL. COS MOTHER CALL MIE GO. ie douch want qo lars. nb. CB LARS. shit it. go father kpkb. douch qo he also want kpkb. might as well qo die lars.
ie really needd someone by mui side now. would tt be uie ? ie douch tink so.
.Monday, July 14 ' 5:46 AM Y
nothinq tuu post today. huiyun told mie say tish month mui best partner ish "shuang zi" douch know wad ish it in enq lars. lols. :DD. then after school, so paiseh lars. ==. chengcheng made mie do somethin tt it ish e first time ie do in mui life sia. goshhh. OMGG. and now they had e wronq mind set tt ie like tt guy lars. but ie douch like lars. IE LIKE & LOVE HIM ONLY. ONLY HIM LARS. NORT TT KID. goshh. then went library, fall asleep. hahas. ;DD. wake up play "wu gui" aqain. :)). khaixin lost 2 times and caiyun lost 1 time. lols. they still owninq e punishment. heehees. gonna think obb somethinq liao. :)). then went fer art till 5 plus. in e middle hp cant use lars. wad network problem. ANGRY LARS. no wonder kept lookinq at hp didnt saw his message. e problem lies on e BLOODY NETWORK LARS. called them. told them said " ish there somethinq wrong wit ur network? howcome ie neither can call out nor sms" then they ask fer mui number. gave them and asked mie whether ie did switch off and on? please lars ie did it 2 times alr. then asked mie whether gort tried usinq another fone? feihua. obb cos. then they called mie tuu qo down tuu e cust service. GOSH. NOW ISH THEIR NETWORK PROBLEM NORT MUI PROBLEM. WHY MUST IE GO DOWN AND CANT THEY FIX IT THERE. GOSH LARS. nort mui fault also must qo down. WHO E BIG FCUK ARE THEY. OMG. PLEASE GET TT IN MIND. IM E CUSTOMER OKAY. NORT UIE, M1!!angry lars. cant even know wad he sms-ed mie. hais. used huiyun's fone tuu called him then ie know he sms-ed mie. wonderinq wad he sms sia, umm. gonna asked him. hais, fixinq mui tt bloody sim card on wed. cos ie douch think ie gonna qo school on wed cos mie and chengcheng qoinq reservoir tuu "fang sheng". :))/. then maybe qo down tampines tuu fix tt sim card bahs, :)))ENDD OBB POST. :))
.Sunday, July 13 ' 6:30 AM Y
today kinda wake up quite early cos in e morninq, father came in and CLOSE MUI AIR-CON. ie was like damn warm lars. make mie cant sleep. then manage tuu sleep awhile. then mui sis came in and "ping ping pong pong". damn peh ceh then douch want sleep liao. wit shirely went tuu market tuu "shop". hahas. :)). brought all e ingredients tt ie need fer mui custard tarts. on e way, called larry. and he say he nort doinq. ==. then ie was like. WTH?! IE OUTSIDE BUYING STUFFS LE LEHS. but nvr mind. cos IE WON! COS HE AUTO GIVE UP. :)) then decided tuu do fer him. cos ie still own him SUSHI. X((.
then went home rest awhile then do. MUI LEG ATILL DAMN PAIN LARS. :'((. OMG. douch dare tell mui mother cos ie douch waste her money on mui BLOODY LEG. umm. then started doinq. then later found out tt ie forgot tuu buy MILK. lols. rush down tuu e mart tuu buy. then rushed and rushed and rushed FINALLY DONE. omg.!! but tt time im damn hungry liao. ate porridge tt mui mother cook in e morninq. damn nice lars ;)). eat finish went tuu rest cos mui leg damn pain liao. buey tahan alr. watch tv till ie fall asleep. lols. ie remember ie did switched off e tv. but ie didnt took mui spect off. but when wake up, mui spect ish placed nicely on e table. GOSHHH. douch know who came in mui room. &&& ie douch know sia. kay. pig mie. LOLS.
mother came back and tried mui custard tarts. asked her hows was it. she replied "nice. but abit too hard." then ie replied "ish too thick liao. hahas" but overall she say ish nice lors. hahas. in e end left 2. gort 3 fer him. and mother told mie nort tuu eat it. becos she wants tuu have it tmr morninq de. lols lars. so ISH NICE DE OKAY. SINCE MUI MOTHER WANTS MORE OBB IT. :DD.
thats all. off tuu bed soon. cos IM STILL TIRED. NITEX EVERYONE. HAPPY SCHOOLING TMR.
MUI CUSTARD TARTS. :DD 
shown in e book.
differences. LOLS.
.Saturday, July 12 ' 5:01 AM Y
today whole day stay at home. wanted tuu watch " the strangers" but everyone either busy or sleepinq. dots sia. so sians lors. then went tuu read those book that teaches uie cook some dishes. went tuu prepare one as ie find e ingredients all tish quite simple. umm. then after preparinq, brinq mui baby doggy down fer a walk. she walked damn fast lars. mui leq pain then must follow her walked fast. gosh lars. but then she everytime gort stop first tuu see where am ie before walkinq aqain. :DD. just now actually qoinq sheng sionq wit mumy de. but then father call her come back first. and in e end, she lazy qo liao. ==. so tmr then qo there buy mui bakinq stuffs lors. stay tune tmr. cos mie and larry gonna have a compeition and see whose custard tarts nicer . ;DDthats all. :))
wad ie cook today. - stir fried emperor's vegetable.
e result ish like tish. [ below]
.Friday, July 11 ' 7:41 AM Y
today in school around stomach or lower there pain. damn pain. ish after ie drank tt packet obb green tea in e morninq. then when ie was sleepinq, mui stomach keep "goar goar goar" lke digestinq lars. pain till ie wake up sia. till later, xujin & chengcheng ask mie where pain. then ie show them e plac. then they say wad did ie stress abt somethinq or think obb somethinq. umm. then answer back said douch have. plus mui stomach there "zhong qi lai" lars. gosh lars. wad happen tuu mui health. ==. must eat more veg and drink plenty obb water liao. :((. then tt terrible feelinq lasted fer afew hours. till aftrenoon. then it recovered. then after school, waited fer his arrival. then went hawker and saw MR PHUA. then he told mie said " ur teacher ur teahcer!!" then ie was like "where where where" and saw MR PHUA. ie was like OMGGG. faster hide but no place hide so pretended walkinq tuu bus stop. saw him and turn over tuu talk tuu mie. greeted him and faster walk tuu 711 and meet him there. waited fer so lonq then e bus come. bus tuu joo chiat there and hais. everythinq chanqed. he saw those message tt wesley send mie and so called "angry and du lan" liao. hais then walked there and see tt ie want qo e clinic nvr open. then ie was like WTH?! then walked tuu e front de. HENG. gort open or im gonna cry alr. then waited till 6 plus then mui turn. inside e another doc tok tuu mie abt studies. he gort 10 points fer O level. CLEVER. hahas. and after tt when he massage mui leq, ie was like OMG. PAIN. thenm put e thinq where can suck inside de wind out de. keep droppinq lars. LOLS. hahas. then e doc keep cominq back and laugh. LOLS. kay then apid and walk out. he smell at mui medicine. then they went tuu eat and ie bus home. before walkinq tuu bus stop. he ask mie " can walk anort?" then ie say "can." then he say " be careful hohs. " then ie replied " orhs. bye bye" then ie cross e road. on e bus, we both sms-inq. so called "quarrel". almost cried out. ie ren. ren. ren. till nvr drop one tear down. im damn sad lars. also douch know why uie will like tt think. ie really douch understand sia. hais. uie hope tt ie can unds ur feelinq. ie also will do hope uie unds mine. ie did so much thinqs & find time just tuu spend wit uie. and uie can just use "then ask ur wesley pei uie come lars". uie know how hurtinq those words can be anort. e time ish meant fer UIE and nort HIM. hais. ie can act one happy in front obb uie, but uie will nvr know wad ish behind mie. nvr mind. ie can carry those burden by muiself. tish ish bao ying. no one will unds even UIE. tish ish mui zhu jiao. 
PICS OBB MIE B4 GOING TUITION. :))
CHANCES FER UIE TUU SEE HOW IE LOOK LIKE AT HOME :))
ignore e holes. :)
douch know when gort cut de. OMG
yandao right. malaysia relative :DD. <3 him tuu e max.
malaysia's ice cream.
sleepinq in e car. 
differences. LOLS. 
