went to find baby:) and he's sleeping with the dead bodies again! HAHAHS! plenty man! ;D.

then he said he's hungry and it's too early to go out. so suggested to eat maggi mee and cook for him. while im cooking, he got so much of comments. such as "i dont want so many MSG!" & blah blah blah. aiyo~ cannot stand him. LOLS. after eating, he mouth stink with the maggi mee's smell! LOLS! bth so call him to brush teeth. :) slacked and went out at around 7 plus.

bus & mrt down to 85. reached there, gastric kinda pain. so dont care. after drinking the sugarcane with lemon, and the stingray, WOAH! i cant barely sit straight. after eating the noodle was alright. then mouth itchy go drink the sugarcane again. worse man! then baby pei me walk home slowly. like an old woman. & he suggesting carrying me home. LOLS! in the end, scared pai seh, so nvr. journey home, actually not long. but it seems so long and faraway with that speed of walking.

after tt, he waited till i went in the lift then he took bus home i guess. :)

thanks baby for the day. i enjoyed it. muacks.

these few days, my attitude is getting from bad to worse. i dont know why. sometime, i'm just tired to reply or even to think about it.

things you laterly have said, had been damn sensitive to me. no matter how hard i tried not to think about it or even forget about it. it will still appear on my mind. i do understand everything, the problem is i cant stop thinking about. end up, we have to quarrelled over at the phone or wherever. at this point of time, all i need you to be understanding for my feeling and be there whenever i need you. thats all i need from you.

i'm just too tired to care about it. cause i cant take it no more. and i wont take any rubbish anymore. things i've said will really happened. trust me.

anyway, i've been acting the role of the bad guy throughout the whole situations. thats what my sis say about me. and tt slut got to play the role of an angel. then forget it. treat me as one then.

things has been qoinq sucky & torturing but now its getting better. i hope it will.

anyway, tt Lazabor trying to play punk with me. wtf man! at the end, i cant go down find her. tt is the most sucky part after everything. sick right. but after all, what i said before, is always the truth. bitch are born to be bitch. they cant change the fcuking fact that they're one. right? somemore tt Lazabor's skin colour is BLACK! horrible man. and i dont fucking care whether she's prettier than me, figure better than me, bra and underwear size is bigger than me. BLACK IS STILL BLACK! trying to flirt around with my boy and even have B.O in your body? but i think she got alot of perfume sprayed on her body! OMG! but... still *SMELLY SMELLY!* fuck tt slut man!

anyway, thanks baby for the christmas gift. im still cracking my brain what to buy. :/

am i a devil or an angel?

i dont mind it
i dont mind at all,
it's like you're the swing set
and i'm the kid that falls

it's like the way we fight
the times i cried
we come to blows
and every night
the passion's there
so it's to be right
right?

i don't mind it
i don't mind at all
it's like one of those bad dreams
when you can't wake up
it looks like you've given up
you've had enough
but i want more
no i won't stop
because i just know
you'll come around
right?

i don't believe you
when you said don't come around here no more
i won't remind you
you said we won't be apart

i don't believe
when you say you dont need me anymore
so don't pretend to not love me at all.

don't stand there and see me fall here.

christmas terror~

after today, then i realise, im not your love. im nothing, i just a stepping stone in your life.

just thinking, am i not good enough, or maybe she is better. i dont denied theres lots of girls outside who is better than me. maybe im just a shitty person.

you didnt fulfill your promise, you didnt accompany me to walk through it.

was just thinking all these, till i dont even know what i'm doing.

anyway, i didnt get hold of your heart. someone else does.

happy! finally i can rest well today. :)

yesterday, kinda falling sick. sis said my face kinda swollen. bad headache. so went to take temperature. 37.3 degree. then baby said im going to have fever. :/ ate medicine and then chat with baby on the phone. around 11 plus, baby went to sleep and i tried sleep. in the end, cant sleep, went to watch tv,The Incredible Hulk. woah. i think 1 plus then sleep.

anyway, got my exam result alr. here it goes:

• Body massgage - B
• Salon Operation - A
• Depilatory Treatment - B
• Selling Skill - D
  

my result, kinda disappointed but rather surprising. i thought my body massage i could score A for it, at the end was a B. utterly disappointed with it. :'c. whereas for my Depilatory Treatment, i thought i will only have a D or a C. but i score B for it! woah~ tt is the lesson i've skipped alot and didnt really study for it. hahahas~ yet i can score B. anyway, my G.P.A for it is 3.303 ~ 3.3 . so i think its okay~ wish i could score well for my IA and go for higher nitec.

bored at home. im gonna go rest awhile~ i've got such an idiot head! >:c

cant wait for tmr! :)

loved

attachment starts today, same goes to baby's work at four fingers. he said his work is going well.

well, for me, how i wish i could just bang the wall. so much things to remember. how to handle reservation, calls, appointments and so on. just the computer work is gonna kill me. so much procedures to remember. oh man~ but the staffs all quite nice, even my boss. she just say take my time to remember it. :) and she said im quite good alr~ woooah~ so no matter what, i'm gonna work hard and strike a "A" for it.

its my turn to post alr~

got nothing to post for today. still thinking whether to go tampines with mother & sister. but my ass stomach making me feel like staying at home. fuck it. -'-

anyway, tmr is my attachment alr. think of it, makes me feel only boredom. because of this fucking attachment, there's so many things tt im unable to do or even go. fuck it can.
and there goes my time with baby. im gonna spent lesser time with him.
alot lesser~
by tt time, we have our things to do. will we be able to maintain it like before. i hope we can. and i believe we can.
like what you said "Just have faith in it and everything will go smoothly". and yes, im gonna have faith in it!
now, i still dont really know what's the reason tt makes you think tt much after everythings. maybe is those words. those sentences. hais~

boring day~ afternoon, playing games. till evening. went grandma's house. back home at 12 after watching a show on channel 5, "Mimic" fuck disgusting show. i swear i wont touch cockroach or whatever shit. eek!

went home, and chatted with my babes! so long since i chat with them :( miss them badly~ gosh! sorry girls, i'm currently broke. so cant meet you girls up. everyone do have a christmas present & the one whom i've got it during the selection of exchanging christmas present. its gonna delay. till i got the money kay? sorry girls! :(

then was chatting with this lil bitch here:D and she drew this.

i will try to meet you girls up on sun kay? :D

after tt, movieeeeee time! :D watched halfway, the film suddenly stopped. and everyone was like WAHLAO! then awhile later, it plays again. the show was rather long. i sit till my back and waist aches. LOL! but nice show! love it man!

then show ended, while walking out of the cinema, there's one girl, giving out something. so baby and i went to took it. guess what, it's a complimentary pass! WOOOHOOO! i think its for shutting our mouth up regarding about the stopping of the film in the middle. :D nice man! then, baby sent me home after tt.

im gonna miss you till christmas eve~ :c.

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didnt really have enough sleep these few days~ IM TIRED! dark eye ring is showing. gosh!

yesterday, kind of .... at the beginning. after that, was alright. :D chatted on the phone with baby till qoinq 3 and im so tired and went to sleep. early in the morning kana woke up by mother at around 9am. asking me to qo down and help. was like fcuk tired lars. so continue to sleep. then later... sister came in, shouting and pulling my blanket to call me wake up. at the end, manage to pull myself out of the bed. IM SOOOO TIREDDDDDD!! work, lunch and now sitting infront of the computer, half dead~ *YAWN BIG BIG!* so gonna get my beauty sleep. ;)

I'm Weeliang's Chi-na Wife. ;p

today went to find baby and gave him a suprised! :D but i dont know whether to him is a suprised anot. but i remember, when he came down i gave him a shock. ^^ went up, his father and sister is at home. & like paiseh sia! and his father's face damn fierce. LOLS! didnt really saw his sister's face. dont dare see. x/

after tt, guess what, i bite him! :D nice nice! so continue bite more! LOLS! :x chewy chew chew! :p spent my whole afternoon with him.

Hope that i did gave you a suprise. :D
tonight you gonna sleep with the dead bodies!
hug it tight hahs, old uncle! xD

yesterday went plaza sing with baby to watch twilight. IM WAITING FOR THE NEXT EPISODE!!! :D although sitting at the seat for quite long, and my butt abit cant sit still after that. but its worthwhile. :) then pei baby to orchard for his job interview. in the end, he didnt bring his ic and he got to qo back the next day. mrt back to cousin house then. overnight over there. watched show. talk craps. and blah. makes me think of the day spent in school with babes. I MISS THOSE TIMES! we still gonna stay together as one ya? :')

anyway, i never feel reluctant when pei-ing you over. and i wont feel tt way! i just wanna hear you say you wanna me pei you. and not keep asking me whether i wanna qo anot. outing these few days was like ... the way you talk to me, those words like: i dont want talk to you alr, go away, aiyahs forget it. those words. i really ..... till at the end, i cant take it anymore. you just throw me at the crowd there. and ownself walk infront. fine, forget it. i control myself and not to shed a tear. at the end, i still talk to you nicely. & today? what type of message i saw when i woke up? your attitude message. and then what message. apologise message.

& this is what i think. after you said qo tgt with your friends. you makes me feel tt you wanna join in the fun with them. i wanna you to have the fun that you wanna. and i think if you spend with me, you will be dead boring. so if you want, you can go join them. i dont mind. i can do some other stuffs myself. thats all i wanna say.

afternoon prepared and met baby at tanah merah mrt. mrt down to bugis for MASSAGE! ^^ took 1 hour massage instead of half an hour. at first, was feeling paiseh, cause i wearing nothing only with my underwear on. but after tt, the atmosphere was okay. after all, the massage was pretty good. gonna go back with my mother along! :D and i think baby enjoys it too.

after tt, V8 Cafe to have our dinner. after tt, kinda headache. not the whole head, is one side of it. its killing me man. but baby was there to take care of me, was feeling much better while in the bus. :D

then pei baby wait for his bus. he missed his 1st bus cause of 1 packet of sweet! HAHAHAS! and thats when i saw my sister. then pei him awhile to wait for his second bus. with my sister there nagging, i cant even pei him wait till his bus come! somemore, go home still complain to my mother about it. wahs, really bth her!

town yesterday with baby, sis and cousins. baby and one strangers say me and my sis look like twins. ==. omfg. so we look tt alike?? ==/.

dinner & saw baby's baby picture. cute can. LOLS! he dont allow me to upload it here. i can only fantansy it myself. then taka to walked around. went to find ernest:D then wisma! Cotton on 'body to shop. bus home with baby after tt.

Hope that on christmas, i can celebrate with you. that's all

seriously, IM GROWING FAT-ER & FAT-ER! :c

Quarrels & exams have been drifting us apart these few days. i just couldnt take it anymore yesterday.

remember the first day we met? the places we went? how we know each other? what names we called each other? all these i still remember. tt was the first picture we took tgt during national day.

then one night, out of sudden, you called me. i was shocked that you called. when i asked who you are, you said "super tortise"

seriously, i really miss those times alot. do we have a time-machine?

i just hope that you could remember what you've said yesterday and go back to day 1.

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