it's lovee;

.Friday, March 26 ' 8:54 AM Y

A boy and his dog Pictures, Images and Photos

♥

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.Thursday, March 25 ' 11:40 PM Y

anyway, now then i blog. LOLS.

firstly, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MINGHUI. hoped you enjoy that day. :)

secondly, today is our 8th month together. HAPPY 8TH MONTH BABY. :) how fast. it's gonna be 1 year soon. hope everything will be fine.

yesterday, baby came down to find me because i'm mad at him >:c. LOLS. he smsed me whether he can come down anot. kinda shocked, caused it was raining heavily. came down, he played com while i watched tv. then dinner. prepared for the king of mine. 8 plus he went home.

today went over to find him. watched one of the jack neo's film. kinda funny. LOLS. slacked then mask after that. baby needa practice more! :x went to sleep plus it's raining! shioked:D then woked up. watched finish the last part and went to tampines to have our dinner. :D PEPPER LUNCH, my favourite:D fairprice to buy baby's tissue and my sweet. :D home sweet home after that.

& now, i'm feeling kinda tired alr. :/

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.Monday, March 22 ' 7:39 AM Y

count me having good romance or bad romance??
i know you concern about me and everything.
but dont you think it was on the wrong track?

i was just very surprised you could do that thing.
nice! i like it (Y)

call my name instead.
since whatever you call, i only can LL like tt.
fine then.

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.Friday, March 19 ' 10:27 PM Y

i'm angry!

VERY ANGRY!!! >:/

Ohf!

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.Thursday, March 18 ' 6:07 PM Y

finally, i brought my new keyboard. :D

anyway, yesterday went out to have lunch with parents. then went home bathed and met baby inside de bus. bus to tm to meet minghui and kyo. :D went to frolick to have some yoghurt. then went to toysrus to walked around. kyo running around and making a mess around. even trying to "flirt" ars! LOLS! then arcade then to open plaza to play slides. kyo running around like nobody's business. climbing around till baby have to carry him to play slide. hahahas. then mac to rest. play with kyo. then home sweet home. :)

PICTURES :DDDDDD

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.Tuesday, March 16 ' 7:53 PM Y

i'm back. :)

back from the trip. was rather tiring. glad that i'm back home:)

trip to a temple where some old people, orphan and handicap people stay there. & even animals. went to walk around. some really very kelian. gosh. got to shake hand with one of them. she very happy can :D so am i. then went up to 3rd floor. there's one twin. they cant talk nor hear. but they can write beautiful english words. they're from singapore! shocked. x! then i saw one dog looks like one of the dog i used to have, ahgirl. but it's a male. LOLS! then saw a guy bring-ing some kittens back. & one bird. and the bird just said "wu gui ah wu gui!" LOLS! cuteeee.

meaningful trip afterall.

nice things always come to an end.

just a short period of time.

sometime, it's not my attitude.

it's the way you talk to me.

makes me wanna attitude you.

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.Saturday, March 13 ' 10:45 PM Y

heading to malaysia tomorrow. at first, was cracking brain whether should i going or stay instead. at the end, nothing holds me back. so i guess i will be going then.

the last message you send, indeed. things will be changing i guess. i guess like you said, you wont regret. and i dont think you will. cause having such a sucky girlfriend like me, i guess it's all bad luck.

i dont know what to do if there's any chances. maybe i ought to blame for myself. serve myself right. blame on my bloody attitude i guess. and i dont even have confident in myself. so i dont think you need to have confident in me.

i've been telling people what to do in such situations. but when its my turn to face such situations, i dont know what to do. god! what a good "adviser" can i be. only can say it and not do it.

if there's anything happen or what, just wanna say, you're a wonderful guy.

Edit;

its 12.00am now. and i'm still not on my bed resting. need to wake up early tmr. and i'm still not sleeping! ohf! anyway, i'm tired, eyelid kinda heavy, yawning all the way, but once i lie down, i just cant get to sleep. sickening can. maybe old problem coming again~ freak. hate it! when will i ever stop thinking about it! & its getting worse each time.

out of sudden, i dont feel like going. reason for it is that i miss you terribly. but i have no choice now. x'/

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.Monday, March 8 ' 6:23 AM Y

ohf! i hate it! what am i suppose to do!

i promise to be better,

but i just cant ....

cant ...

like now! fuck fuck fuck!

i seriously need some sleeping pills.

maybe getting some soon.

i needa someone. no ones there for me. seriously no one.]

everyone was just too busy.

ohfuck! AHHHHHHH!

i think i going back on sat.

should i or should not? i dont know..

I MUST BE BETTER!

I MUST BE ABLE TO STAND ALONE MYSELF!

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.Saturday, March 6 ' 10:25 PM Y

i dont know what else to say,
after yesterday,
i'm just a bitch whom makes you cry.
i'm just a bitch whom makes you feel all these heartaches.
i'm just a bitch whom makes you cry infront of your friends.
i'm just a bitch whom makes you drink tt lots.
i'm just a bitch whom makes you smoke out of sudden.
i'm just a bitch
playing a role of a bitch
so,
just blame me.

i'm not a good girl
neither
am i a caring girl.

i'm just a girl with bad attitude, bad temper & ridicious.

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.Friday, March 5 ' 6:32 AM Y

i went back to school yesterday. & yes i was wearing my uniform :) went back for presentation for my IA. doing quite well although in middle i pronounce wrong words due to nervous. LOLS! afterall, was alright. after presentation, talk cock with teacher. then went to find the girls. :D took pictures! miss out stella, jiaxin & pearlyn. :/

after that, went to find baby. his house then dinner at punggol plaza. bus home after tt.

as for today... work @ 12 ended at 9. 9 hours of working. but seem nothing to me. time passes quite fast. my food waited for me on the table till it turns bad. LOLS! but no choice. got to eat it up and down to my stomach. have it with chilli sauce. having bad mood the whole bloody day. eat anything = no taste. after that scrub and jacuzzi with kelly. then, bus home.

reached home, open the door. the house was in total darkness. no one at home. only me. mood even worse. ==/. bored and quiet like hell. so, i did something to cheer myself up. doing stupid faces.

really stupid! lols! then on the bloody computer. and start using it. then my mother came back. very noisy. ==. godddddd...

anyway, i didnt know what happen to me these few days. out of sudden, starts to think alot alot alot. emotion breakout, i think. i cant see those messages that you send me. i feel lots of knife stabbing my heart. feels terrible. lunch halfway, i started to cry abit. i cant cry lots and loud. terrible feeling i've. torturing! should i heed my mother's word? afterall, what she say make sense too. selfish or not to be? someone choose for me? i cant make up my mind. i needa cool down!

anyway, decided to go drinking tmr. the only thing that i feel like doing now.

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.Wednesday, March 3 ' 8:22 AM Y

maybe when you yourself knows someone dont need you,
probably you shouldnt be so thick skin to cling on to him.
maybe i'm just the one who have thick skin.

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