it's lovee;

.Wednesday, September 30 ' 7:24 AM Y

all pity tt two fcuking cb kia. did anyone stand on my shoes and think.
if you were me, what fcuking things you will do. i dont think you guys have tt much patient.
i swear with my life, even if i dont get my money back. i fcuking get you both in to hospital.
get it?

there isnt anyone by my side when i need one,

not even the one i need the most,

where were you,

what are you doing then!

while it drops down,

i weight it

tears weights more than the usual amount it should be.

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.Monday, September 28 ' 8:40 AM Y

worked today. back in the afternoon, played com, met baby @ 85 for dinner. in the end, i think the place is renovating. baby suay. hahahs, cant have his ba chou mee. then bus to inter to eat instead. he ate hokkien mee instead. feaking warm. sweat like hell. then bus 31 with baby back. watched a snake show with mummy. fcuking scared can. LOLS. after the show, webby then on the phone with baby. now, off i qo to watch my PPG. :DDD. nights:D

i still miss my lil elephant bastard of mine:C

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.Sunday, September 27 ' 6:51 AM Y

here to update some last week late pictures, went for a swim at aunt's house and sushi after tt.

&&& I MISS MY BABY TERRIBLY. >:/ work sucks man. >:C

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.Saturday, September 26 ' 9:25 AM Y

stayed at home today. mother cooked penang laska. shiok man. ate 2 bowls. :P played com. actually around afternoon time, voonho jio me qo sengkang fly kites with bryan using their bike to lopang me. but got dinner @ night. >:/ and both also last minutes one. but voonho called me first. LOLS. then father told me about it.

prepared and down to east coast area to have dinner as it was my uncle's birthday. bored lars. dont know qo there do what. eat food only. ==. reached home @ 11 like tt. TIRED~

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.Friday, September 25 ' 12:23 AM Y

Happy 2 months baby :)

just wanna say,
thanks for being there for me, whenever i need you.
tolerate my fcuking attitude, my temper.
accepting all the impefection of me.
love you lots(L)
huggies and kisses for you. :}

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.Thursday, September 24 ' 6:09 AM Y

have been lazy to update these few days. working, slept at late hours, woke up early. totally dont have the strength to update. :/

&&& on tue, something happened; (got it from his blog)
" WALAN EH! I just reach home eat finish my chocolate cake and she went offline sms me and told me she going overseas! Suddenly last min say this kind of things where got ppl will believe?? walan eh she say until GOT DRAGON GOT TIGER leh! knn... then i stunt and believed lo -_-! Then my mind went blank. Really nice one that i dont know what to say and she says it looks nothing to me leh... Really NOTHING alr lo!!! my mind went KOSONG! Yao xiu kia! I really want her to tell me she's joking only.... But she did'nt. Haiyo! ok nvm i wish her all the best...

THEN!!!

Awhile later then tell me she's joking.... What a great joke from her mouth, Great idea....
Made me gone speechless."

HAHAHAS!, im sorry baby~ love you man(L)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, kyopierre.

anyway, finally, after so long. i met baby yesterday. went to work in the morning. evening, cab to find gerald. then bus to tenah merah mrt to find baby. bus 31 to PP with baby to find minghui & passed present to lil kyo as it was his birthday:D then bus to paya lebar mrt and mrt down to somersault.

cine to buy tickets for "The ugly truth" and guess what. we only paid for 1 ticket de money, which is 6dollars? nice right. cause their maths failed. supposed to give only 3dollars, they gave back 6dollars. HAHAS! then arcade after tt, lose to baby aqain ==. then walked to lucky plaza to eat Ayam Penyet. back to cine to watched the show.

the show fcuking funny and nice, i swear. at first thought it was boring. but then, it was nice~ highly recommended:D mrt with baby after tt, reached home @ 12 plus.

TODAY, fcuking day. got a spoiled mood in the afternoon & evening time. >:/. dinner @ 400plus. home sweet home after tt. tired

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.Monday, September 21 ' 2:48 PM Y

RITA NEEDS SOME SHOPPINGGGG...

i think i needa update my closet & phone urgently.

Lots of Clothings wanna buy!

One desired phone to buy!>:/

Moneys to be earned, Shoppingsss to be done!

Here Comes The 3 Weeks BREAKKKKK! :];

whole day @ home. didnt manage to join my mother to work as i cant wake up. watching Harry Potter show. fed up with the stopping in between. played facebook. update my blogskin. changing lots of times. in the end, manage to settle down with one. Tomyam Steamboat for dinner. :D Ulcer killing me. cant have a proper dinner! >:/. apply cream after tt, GROANING IN PAIN MAN~ working tmr @ Kovan! BOREDDDDDD~ but money is the first thing tt kill the laziness in my mind~

ANYWAY, Halloween @ Night Safari is OUT!!!!! I'm gonna go for this year, cause i had fun last year. & baby agreed to pei me go despite of pricing of the ticket. :] BABY THE BEST MAN. :D think qoinq next week or next next week:D

EDIT @ 11:11PM ;

Met Mr Bryan Tan @ 85 for dinner. He's always that last minute. rushed down to meet him. guess what, when we just sat down, there's one aunty walked to our table and as whether we got order sugarcane anot. that Bryan Tan told her "yahs." LOLS! but we didnt. he said later must walked there order, lazy~ then ordered Satay. then later, the ba chou mee de aunty also bring one bowl of noodle over to our table. guess what Bryan said? "No, not ours" LOLS. cause he's full alr. LOLS. ahbo, i think he also will say is his. hahahas, sat down awhile, chit chat and then walked home. :]

Thanks for the meal :)

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.Sunday, September 20 ' 6:34 PM Y

went to cousin's house yesterday. woke up in the morning, and went for a swim. afterall, skin wasnt tt tann. >:/ sushi after tt @ leisure park. Conclusion, staffs there needs to have some basic training. ==/. went home after tt, have a nap. woke up by my neighbour. fcuking noisy. chatted with baby on msn. he's skin is still so thick!? LOLS. i think he need some facial scrub alr. To remove his LAYERSSSS of dead SKIN cells. LOLS! :p

*5 more days to 2 months, WHEEEEE~ :}

your craps,

just making me loving you more;

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.Friday, September 18 ' 9:49 PM Y

didnt attend school today. went to find baby instead, :D fucking blur in the morning, actually wanna mrt to pasir ris. in the end, overshot. went back to simei. then bus down to baby's house. also overshot! LOL. in the end, slowly walked back. LOLS. slacked at baby's house. baby's bejeweled blitz damn ow~ LOLS. went to take a nap. guess what, baby breathing fcuking loud. HAHHAHAS. maybe is becos he got blocked nose & he's tired. but, damn funny can. then, baby pei me take mrt. :D home sweet home after tt.

needa cure my eye-bags asap. baby say its getting worse. :'C

& i'm so sorry babes, last minutes ps you all. love you oh! :D

My Sweetest Pie

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.Thursday, September 17 ' 10:35 PM Y

ask me how was my day in school? LOTS OF PROBLEM. ==. i got nothing to say about it~ waste my 45cents and time~ ==/ & i hurt my leg today, :'C

Just Now - msn conferencing with Pearlyn Junxiang & Jiajin........
WHACK JUNXIANG WHACK JUNXIANG WHACK HIM ~
(copied from someone's blog! LOLS! )

anyway, pictures to be upload. but im lazy~ LOLS. pardon me for that~ ;)

if one day...

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.Tuesday, September 15 ' 8:57 PM Y

~~things wasnt right between us.~~
i find tt our distance between each other is getting further, dont you think so?
after hearing what you say on the phone, especially on the first conversation, i cant stop thinking and crying.
this is the second time i cried infront of weiying and on her shoulder.
i can see that you're trying to mend it. but i just cant stop thinking about what you have said.
i cant even smile infront you.
im tired, i cant take the heartache anymore.

this isnt the ending i want.
i also dont want to end it just like tt
i wanna get back to the past when we used to be tt loving & sweet
but if fate wants to be like this, then let it be.
but just wanna say,
i still love you tt much,
didnt expected to fall tt deep,
~~maybe even more than you think or expected.~~

i wont let it ends with a full stop!

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.Monday, September 14 ' 5:54 PM Y

IM FCUKING NOT ALRIGHT!

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. ' 5:48 PM Y

friends' picture ~

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.Saturday, September 12 ' 10:17 PM Y

FINALLY, got my room tidy-ed. feel so cozy now:D maggi mee took over the place of breads & yoghurt took over the place of coffee. what a nice breakfast i had.

phase test and class test on tmr. AND I HAVEN STUDY YET! i feel sleepy~ :/

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. ' 6:01 AM Y

got my hair dyed.
watched tv
played com
BORING DAY! >:/
PMS

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.Friday, September 11 ' 2:53 AM Y

after school, cab to Ehub to find baby. was drenched like fcuk?! & the bus fcuking slow. so took cab. Mecs one somemore. LOLS. brought ticket for "G Force" then went to toilet to blow dry. the movie damn cute and nice~ hahahs~ bus home after tt.

qoinq to grandma house and meeting baby @ clarke quay later. gonna be tired like fcuk~ :/

edit;

went home @ around 8 plus. prepared and cab to 168 there find gerald and eric. & I WAS BULLY BY ERIC! LOLS. then chiong down to meet baby. in the end, he was late. & i stand there for around 10 mins. ==/. then slowly walked to the drinking area. then later, baby teach me how to play 2 different games using dice. i won him! HAHAHAS. baby, OW! then play "Five Ten" (tts what baby call it) LOLS. tt one, maybe baby was more pro at it. LOLS. cab home after tt.

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.Thursday, September 10 ' 4:00 AM Y

IM TIRED~

we promise not to quarrel.

i hit hard aqainst the table & wall. hurt just pierce thro my heart. i got nothing to say.

you dont even fcuking tell me what you're thinking
and fcuking let me suffer here
how fcuking selfish can you be!

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.Wednesday, September 9 ' 5:42 AM Y

2 exam in the row today, stress out. finally, its over.

woke up out of sudden & i feel like seeing the night @ Singapore Flyer~

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.Tuesday, September 8 ' 4:21 AM Y

Yesterday;

lesson end @ 12 yesterday. lunch @ c2. then went to Ehub with baby to watch "I Love You Beth Cooper". funny show~ HAHAHAHS! anyway, had a talk with mummy yesterday. i felt guilty after that. does she mean tt she doesnt care for me? or i've grown up? she treat me fcuking good after tt. GOSH, guilty~ i'm sorry, mummy :C.

today's

TIRED ARS! chiong-ing all those projects! finally done, for what i should have do~ hope its okay, NO MORE EDITS TO BE DONE. ;)

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.Saturday, September 5 ' 7:15 AM Y

met baby at tampines today. he's late for more than 20mins. GOSH. due to his blurr-ness. didnt alight at the correct bus-stop. then went to have long john for lunch. then library to study. study till 5 like tt, mrt to pasir ris then orchard. cause i wanna sit down. LOLS.

then went to ION to look around. lots of people tts all i can say. then baby went to see his stuffs. and lunch @ lucky plaza; RABBIT restaurant. then, fcuking things happen. parents fcuking called and shouted like mad dog at me. fcuking dogs sia. shouted like nobody's business. cb. spoil my mood. after tt, my face was like hell man.

reached home, fcuking dulan alr. then while walking to the bathroom, mother said: "dont give me tt face hohs!" then i was like wtf?! you expect me to give tt cb smiley face ars. knn sia. brainless freako. war with father haven start yet. think shall start tmr. all cb dogs! >:/

anyway, sorry baby for yesterday's and today's stuffs. & thanks for being there for me. loveyoulars,BASTARD:)

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.Friday, September 4 ' 4:58 AM Y

im having the fcuking attitude for the whole fcuking day.

just wanna cry out loud @ bus-stop

fcuking miss tt bus, & waited for another >10mins,

fcuking phone dropped on the floor, and my waist just knocked aqainst the fcuking metal bar.

i dont even know what im doing today. just felt so fed up. FED UP!

* some shoulder to lend?

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.Thursday, September 3 ' 3:42 AM Y

yesterday, baby brought Almond Milk Tea for me and delivery it to school for me. hahas! nice right. then skipped DLT lesson, pei baby, fall asleep on his arm. then heard tt SES lesson was cancelled, happy like fcuk can. then went to tampines walked walked. then went to mac as he wanna eat his CHICKEN burger. LOLS!

as for today, woke up fcuking early lars. ==. @ 6.10am. cause of tt fcuking event; Army Open House & meeting baby for breakfast. dragged my feet to the bathroom. prepared and off to find baby. breakfast @ C1. then went tt fcuking event. one words for it, BORING?! heng baby didnt qo, fcuking weather and everything. fcuking forget to bring my fan over. what did i comment about it on the survey? MORE SHELTER, AIRCON & RESTING PLACE. hahahas! & there's one Question. "Would you suggest this place to your friend or family members?" ans: NO, cause due to the weather. HAHAHAHS! how bad can i be. no choice.

IM VERY TIREDDDDD NOW~ when can be the day when i dont feel tired? none? :/

everything now has all gone.
its the past alr.
what i've done last time, no one cherish it.
so, hope you find your true love soon, cause i find mine alr:)
baby, i do cherish you alot! :)

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.Tuesday, September 1 ' 4:23 AM Y

went to find baby today. miss him like fcuk. met him at pasir ris. and he's late for that 4 mins! went to white sand and have lunch. then went to walked around. RRRRaining! so took bus to Ehub & baby say he cant walked in the rain cause he will melt. LOLS. then walked round. went to arcade. played the racing car for Mario and the egg game(dont know what is tt game called). and i lose for both game! >:C. LOLS. then baby went to work. while i mrt back. out of sudden, feel like eating pancake. so went to Shop&Save to buy the ingredients. done some pancake in the afternoon. yummy yum yum. :d

i got lots of huggies from baby today! :$

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