it's lovee;

.Sunday, October 31 ' 9:35 AM Y

what should i do?

with my weak heart aches like this ...

how i wish, i dont have a heart,

that will be given out.

i think only sleeping pills is my best friend now

loved

.Saturday, October 23 ' 8:09 AM Y

ZOO OUTING WITH BABY! :) ♥

went to zoo with baby today. thanks his aunt for the free tickets :D fun day !! im happy to go with baby although can see from baby's face, he's reluctant to walk and bored.. but after the show @ splash theater, he seems to be more interested :D and guess what we saw after that, BABY'S BEST FRIEND! PORCUPINE!! hahahahs!!!!!! (Y)

after that, went to fish spa! first time trying it.. damn interesting can. &&& TICKLISH! omgggg.... baby kept holding my arm cause its ticklish. hahahahs! alot cute faces from him. hahahas.

then, while waiting for the bus, it started raining. BIG RAIN.. heng.. we see finish alr :D. &&& the freaking thunder is loud can! double the normal ones. omgggg.... bus to amk hub. slept throughout the whole journey with baby.. :D

mrt back with baby after that. HAPPY DAYS!! :D cause there's you around with him.

iloveyoualotman, baby.

you're the best i've ever have

loved

.Monday, October 18 ' 7:25 AM Y

Went to school, but.. didnt go for lesson. so went to school = never go. :D

before tt, have some argument with baby. at the end, we're alright. then, my stomach cramps like fuck. distance in school to opposite seems so far to me. i walk till i sweat like fuck. cab home with baby. rest inside the cab.

reached, wash leg everything. straightaway lie on the bed alr~ rest till evening. baby accompany after tt. so good~

signing facial package with baby soon! weeeeeeeeeee~

I will be a good & nice girl of yours.

i dont wanna regret for not doing anything that i always wanted to do or be.

yes, we're happy.

yes, it will be all the way.

& yes, this is the way tt should be.

loved

.Sunday, October 17 ' 9:42 AM Y

one day, if u dont heard me anymore. what will you do?

find me? i doubt so.

leaving me to go like this, i know you will.

have you ever love someone like this?

this is my first time.

loved

.Saturday, October 16 ' 8:59 AM Y

Maybe treating you good, is just letting you to take advantage of it.

i wish you could change back to the days before your birthday. how sweet and concern are you. The first priority is always me but nothing else. but.. you said tt you've changed. how long? it was just a moment of time. to me, its like seconds and hours.

yeah... im just so stupid to believe that you've changed to a better person, someone tt i've always wanted to have as a boyf. but after this week, i guess not. you didnt changed. You're still not the one i always wanted and wished for. to you, you think im used to it and all those blah shit. all those are totally craps and bullshit to me. as a girl, who doesnt wanna her boyf to be like this. caring, sweet, always the first priority, spend time tgt no matter on phone or what instead of playing those stupid games or whatever shit. WHICH GIRL DOESNT WANT IT!?

to me now, you're no different compare to the past you. work, friends, GAMES. which will definitely leads to neglecting me. maybe you think you will not. to me, you will.

i've caught fire once. if its was you, you wouldnt want to have a second try right?

these two days, you really torn and broke my heart. i cried, like one madwoman whose water tap cant be turned off. but after just now, my heart went numb after crying. Losing me, to you, is nothing. i know. maybe i will just tell myself it worthless for me to do anything now.

& u might think im just saying for fun, doesnt mean it, i wont do it or it's the the opposite way, then i shall tell you now, you're wrong.

The last drop of tear from my eyes, is the last day im gonna love you.

loved

.Friday, October 1 ' 8:57 AM Y

Today, one passerby fortune-teller told me, "I look at you. You're lucky. Boyfriend? You put too much love. Understand?"

some hinting from the God or what? to me, it is a hinting from God, telling me something.

i really put too much love.

loved