.Monday, March 8 ' 6:23 AM Y
ohf! i hate it! what am i suppose to do!
i promise to be better,
but i just cant ....
cant ...
like now! fuck fuck fuck!
i seriously need some sleeping pills.
maybe getting some soon.
i needa someone. no ones there for me. seriously no one.]
everyone was just too busy.
ohfuck! AHHHHHHH!
i think i going back on sat.
should i or should not? i dont know..
I MUST BE BETTER!
I MUST BE ABLE TO STAND ALONE MYSELF!