.Friday, March 5 ' 6:32 AM Y
i went back to school yesterday. & yes i was wearing my uniform :) went back for presentation for my IA. doing quite well although in middle i pronounce wrong words due to nervous. LOLS! afterall, was alright. after presentation, talk cock with teacher. then went to find the girls. :D took pictures! miss out stella, jiaxin & pearlyn. :/
after that, went to find baby. his house then dinner at punggol plaza. bus home after tt.
as for today... work @ 12 ended at 9. 9 hours of working. but seem nothing to me. time passes quite fast. my food waited for me on the table till it turns bad. LOLS! but no choice. got to eat it up and down to my stomach. have it with chilli sauce. having bad mood the whole bloody day. eat anything = no taste. after that scrub and jacuzzi with kelly. then, bus home.
reached home, open the door. the house was in total darkness. no one at home. only me. mood even worse. ==/. bored and quiet like hell. so, i did something to cheer myself up. doing stupid faces.
really stupid! lols! then on the bloody computer. and start using it. then my mother came back. very noisy. ==. godddddd...
anyway, i didnt know what happen to me these few days. out of sudden, starts to think alot alot alot. emotion breakout, i think. i cant see those messages that you send me. i feel lots of knife stabbing my heart. feels terrible. lunch halfway, i started to cry abit. i cant cry lots and loud. terrible feeling i've. torturing! should i heed my mother's word? afterall, what she say make sense too. selfish or not to be? someone choose for me? i cant make up my mind. i needa cool down!
anyway, decided to go drinking tmr. the only thing that i feel like doing now.
after that, went to find baby. his house then dinner at punggol plaza. bus home after tt. 
really stupid! lols! then on the bloody computer. and start using it. then my mother came back. very noisy. ==. godddddd... 
