.Thursday, December 10 ' 3:49 AM Y
yesterday went plaza sing with baby to watch twilight. IM WAITING FOR THE NEXT EPISODE!!! :D although sitting at the seat for quite long, and my butt abit cant sit still after that. but its worthwhile. :) then pei baby to orchard for his job interview. in the end, he didnt bring his ic and he got to qo back the next day. mrt back to cousin house then. overnight over there. watched show. talk craps. and blah. makes me think of the day spent in school with babes. I MISS THOSE TIMES! we still gonna stay together as one ya? :')anyway, i never feel reluctant when pei-ing you over. and i wont feel tt way! i just wanna hear you say you wanna me pei you. and not keep asking me whether i wanna qo anot. outing these few days was like ... the way you talk to me, those words like: i dont want talk to you alr, go away, aiyahs forget it. those words. i really ..... till at the end, i cant take it anymore. you just throw me at the crowd there. and ownself walk infront. fine, forget it. i control myself and not to shed a tear. at the end, i still talk to you nicely. & today? what type of message i saw when i woke up? your attitude message. and then what message. apologise message. & this is what i think. after you said qo tgt with your friends. you makes me feel tt you wanna join in the fun with them. i wanna you to have the fun that you wanna. and i think if you spend with me, you will be dead boring. so if you want, you can go join them. i dont mind. i can do some other stuffs myself. thats all i wanna say.
I WANT MY CHRISTMAS SPEND MEANINGFULLY WITH YOU! NOT WITH TOGETHER WITH YOUR FRIENDS!
& i dont even have the mood to welcome christmas. how shitty is that.
