.Sunday, December 20 ' 1:17 AM Y
its my turn to post alr~got nothing to post for today. still thinking whether to go tampines with mother & sister. but my ass stomach making me feel like staying at home. fuck it. -'-anyway, tmr is my attachment alr. think of it, makes me feel only boredom. because of this fucking attachment, there's so many things tt im unable to do or even go. fuck it can.and there goes my time with baby. im gonna spent lesser time with him.alot lesser~ by tt time, we have our things to do. will we be able to maintain it like before. i hope we can. and i believe we can.like what you said "Just have faith in it and everything will go smoothly". and yes, im gonna have faith in it! now, i still dont really know what's the reason tt makes you think tt much after everythings. maybe is those words. those sentences. hais~days have been tough for me.
i dont know whether i can still survive with heavy burden on my back~
someday, somehow
can i just forget every burden i have?
family, friends, love, everything?
can i just give up on these?
i think i couldnt
how i wish
someone, something
i could turn to
& share all my burden with it.
help me to hold my tears back
makes me forget
all my sadness
i had inside me.
but
i think no one really knows what's inside me.
countdown to the 9 weeks, & tts all.
& we're gonna be back but better than before for sure. yea?
