days were bad afterall. everything seems nothing to me. i really got nothing and dont know to say. i didnt reply cause i dont wanna to start another fight. all the problem lies on me. why i dont let you go today? im just being too selfish, dont allow other girls to even touch their bloody hand on you. i cant even think of such situations gonna happen on me.
did i just got deep into this relationship? i did, i do and i does. im just afraid one day you would leave for good. would this day gonna arrive?
i just wanna see you for that moment. hug you tight for that moment. tell you sorry about everything for that moment. but i couldnt. just feel tt im all alone in this world. nothing else there for me to smile for. not even a funny joke. fake smile and laughter appear on my face.
i just feel like crying out loud. cry my lungs out. screamlike nobody's business. im just a hopeless freako in such situations. I SUCKS.
edit; out of sudden, i woke up. and start thinking what you said yesterday. and conclusion is, you can speak what you say, and didnt even fucking do it. all i can say now is, i dont trust whatever you said from today onwards.
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THE LOVE-ED ONE;Y
RITA, 欣宜;
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