finally, today get to qo school. at home so sians lars. ==/. regret sat nvr qo Ehub. >:[. nvrmind. lots of events coming. practical test, class test, working and grandmother birthday. school events is alr killing me. :/. test test test. when then can no tests ars. fcuk sia. plus the cb bouncer caught me and jiaxin for not putting our lanyard on. fcuk sia. tt fatass still want us to qo to CVC today to collect out ezlink card at 1. damn gl one lors. stupid fatass. gad lars. ==/

i think not anyone, but only zhenghan knows my feeling. LOLS. am i surprised? yes, of cos i am. LOLs. nahs, whenever im sad, i wont find anyone one. LOLS. peace and alone is the best thing hahs. as im a emo freak. no choice, parents born me to be like this. i will try not to be sad hahs. :D.

friends ask me, dont i feel sad when i give up? answer is, OF COS I DO. im human. ==. but no choice hahs. wad to do hahs. nothing i can do le wad. correct? wad is done should alr be done. i can only let my anger out on the table and wall. but i wont regret wad decision i've made. :].

旧的不去，新的不来。that is wad i tell myself. there always alot better guys outside. one day, you will find someone tt you can lean on forever. so wad is the rush hahs. we are only 17. so my friend, jiaxin, forget abt him(like wad i do), and move forward hahs. lots of things for you to see and experience outside. treat this as a lesson. shall bash him up everytime we see him hahs. :]