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.Monday, March 9 ' 4:49 AM Y

ahhh~ whole day raining. and its so fucking cold. COLD LIKE HELL. had my face test today. eyebrow shaping. gosh. Ms Goh is like walking around to check everyone's attire. and she check mine. "Okay, but you didnt put lipstick. you must have lipstick. go put now" then i was like huh?! omgosh lars. ==. then me and lyn use from starter kit inside de. gosh. colour sucks can. but no choice. :C. after all, she didnt catch me having long nails and nail polish. hehe. heng! tmr having face test aqain. SHAGGGG. :/. & charlie's finger hook my bag! so scary~ i think lyn they all knows who is he. he is an skeleton! GOSH. scared me like hell~ ==/.

then after tt, jeff came to school and he smsed me, called qo down. i was like "siao! omgosh!" then went down with lyn. he passed me chocolate and went off. after he pass me the chocolate, y reaction is like "ohhh..." then later, "huh?!" then i see, its chocolate. lyn say quite ex. then i was like feeling guilty or wad. ==. aiyahs! dont know how to describe how i feel. tt feeling sucks. its like, i dont like him and sill accept such an ex thing? its like im being bitch or cheat his money or wad the fuck lors. AGGRRRR. the feeling sucks can. and i dont deserve it can. ==.

hais, i still miss you tt much? i dont know. ahh. feeling sucks can. but i did tell "someone" tt i like him? *shy* :DDDDD. and at least he know it? and he is the one force me to say de. he say de correct lars. "dont tell also nemind wad. things get harder to happen onli? As someone donno anything also." lols. its becos of this sentence then i tell him. sucks man he. LOLS. cheat me. nvrmind. one day, i shall know. :D. and you dont haolian tt i like you hohs! lols. :PP. *shy*

thats all.

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