it's lovee;

.Friday, January 16 ' 11:52 PM Y

yesterday celebrating kellie's 20th birthday at Singapore Flyer. before that, went to sweeties' house then qo tgt. :). then at the bus stop, we compared our ezlink de photo.

hahas! we look so different compared to now! only linlin still look the same. hahas.

then bus 133 down. and we reached!

then kellie made reservation at "O'leays". order our food and took pictures.

then after tt, everyone arrived (kellie's friends). chit chat. play here and there. then drink abit. lols. then im those kind drink abit then face red liao. and they think tt im drunk. ==. im not lors. lols. only kellie understand me :D. then went 711 to buy one ben and jerry ice cream and we got one candle from the resturant. as we didnt buy cake. so buy this. hahas. special right. hahas. and we gave her a surprise. :DDD. after everything. jiajia went to use the ice cream and apply at kellie's face. LOLS. so funny lors. then tt moment, i was drinking lors. the beer straightaway went up to my nose. LOLS. stupid. then call lion to chit chat cos i suddenly bad mood. hahas. actually the whole day alr bad mood liao. hahas. he quite surprised tt i will called him. hahas. afterall. he make me laugh aqain. :). he nvr fail to make me laugh. like wad he does. but hais. nvr mind

saw your msn. you wrote on your nick. " dont worry! we'll be better through rite?" who you telling it to. hais. dont know. my cousin call me just forget it. find a new one. i dont know. still thinking about it. i just feel tt im a failure. failure in relationship, everything! sometime i really think tt is year 2009 a good year for me? or bad year. FCUK MY LIFE!

now, wads the meaning of L.O.V.E i also dont know. now in my life, i left out this word. i really dont feel anything. i feel numb. i feel nothing but sadness. can someone just explain to me. wad is the meaning of L.O.V.E?

loved