yesterday went marina square wit him. actually didnt want tuu qo de. cos he alot obb friend qoinq. in e end, scared he nort happy, so went out wit him. met him at tampines. henq, ie didnt qo there late. or else ps sia. went tuu slack fer awhile as waitinq fer his other friend tuu come. at first he told mie whos qoinq. was like afew only lors. then on tt day was like more than 10 like. 10 plus like tt sia, ==. all nort say douch know. ish nort close. sians lars. then he brinq alonq one gurl de friend. hais. e whole day, although he gort talk tuu mie. but after tt lehs. ie qort nothinq tuu say. can throw mie infront walkinq alone. and he can happily chattinq wit his so called classmate. ie really regretted cominq out wit him. when walkinq tuu arcade tt time. was in e crowd. he didnt even walked n front wit mie and he walked wit his classmate. ie was like wth lars. then ie damn dulan. ie just walked walked tuu e front. after tt, ie douch give a damn alr. in e arcade, he look at mie. when our eyes met each other. ie just turned away. so wad im jealous. CANT IE GET JEALOUS ARS. wth. after watchinq e firework. ie think ie shouldnt disturn tt them. ie told him ie qo find mui friend. finally. ie walked out obb tt crowd. went tuu find mui friend. chatted wit him. and he sent mie tuu busstop. ie think ie didnt regret obb findinq mui friend instead obb wit him as a lightbulb.
at night. ie dreamt mie cryinq badly cos obb him. ie douch know why. woke up tt time, ie did cry. didnt know why. just feel like cryinq. wad am ie thinkinq? ie douch know. hais. everythinq abt mie and him ie also douch know. everythinq douch know. im just fed up over yesterday thinq. make mie think obb ur feelinq, pull mie out just tuu showed mie tt uie can douch needd mie?? still thinkinq...
