today went down tuu work cos mother need tuu stay at home do sth. so ie have tuu qo down. whole day douch feel like eatinq. in e morninq wait till 11 plus 12 plus then eat. so ish so called 2-in-1 bahs. breakfast and lunch tgt. then work & work. chatted in sms wit jia jia. saw her message abt mie and him. ie nearly cried out.cos ie really douch know wad tuu do. "fer a gurl,status ish rather impt." hais. and mui brithday bbq, ie want him tuu be there, ie want mui love ones tuu be there. but he refuse tuu. ie douch know wad ie shld do. ie cant get e happiness ie want. fer e whole day ie felt nth but pain. we quarrel over tish. ie douch know ie shld give up anort. like wad mui cousin said. "its useless fer uie tuu wait if he douch want tuu give uie a status. if he really loves uie, he will be willinqly tuu do anythinq fer or even hold uie back if uie gonna give up." but did he? he didnt. all ie can say ish . ie felt nothinq and useless tuu uie. ie really felt tt im really nothinq. just a stepinq stone in ur life. hais. ie douch wish tuu continue mui life like tt. so im gonna change everythinq in mui life. wish can help mie gain back e confident aqain. :))
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