it's lovee;

.Tuesday, November 9 ' 8:02 AM Y

gonna MIA from blog and facebook, i think..

till my life is SSS-TABLE and WUN-DOR-FUL.

but ...

YOU CAN FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER! :D

gonna use tt only i guess..

here you go,

http://twitter.com/RITAnxy

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.Saturday, November 6 ' 10:19 AM Y

NGXINYI, YOU AINT STRONG. STILL ACT STRONG.

SLAP YOURSELF FOR DOING IT!

loved

. ' 6:16 AM Y

Maybe last post, or maybe not. i dont know...

anyway, maybe one last happy post about us on yesterday.

yesterday, meet my babes for movie outing~ "Due Date" && me and wy also the last one to reach. HAHAHAS. (Y). stella brought the tickets. left the front few rows. and she brought the ticket @ 1 plus when the movie started @ 3. can you imagine? the tickets were sold so fast!? then met gwen and went to arcade to play bb. LOL. im so lousy at it. -.- siasuey. LOLS.

rushed back to the cathay to watch the movie. over all. 3stars / 5 stars. i think "The Hangover" is nicer and funnier. lol. but nt bad after all. :D

after tt, baby sms-ed me to go yishun to celebrate his grandma's birthday tgt. so went over to find him without tagging with the girls for steamboat.

spent the night at there. ummm.. funny and nice family he has. and i find his grandma damn funny. the way she talk. hahahas!

after tt, baby went home first, while his gugu fetch me home. and her puppies also so cute!!! one call benju (should be spell like this) and Odi. The Odi was so cute can. in the car slept like a pig. no matter how hard his gugu shake him wake up, he wont wake up. how cute. just like the way yoghurt's sleeping pose when he just came to us. hahahs! cute puppies! :D

at the end of the day, i really felt tt we've been tgt for very long and our future has alr been planned well. but tt was one precious moment. very precious to me. and i really enjoy it and happy although i know tt moment wont last.

it's like Cinderella. once the clock strike 12, everything back to square one. where her unhappy moment is back. same goes to me.

although Cinderella got her happy moment at the end. but i dont think i will.

i really love you alot. but i still choose to make this decision. i know what you gonna say and how you gonna use tt tone of voice to talk to me. i know... which my heart cannot take it. there's alot of things i would like to say and tell you how much i love you. but i think it is undescribable and i might get hurting at the end.

and theres one thing you must know, tt is my heart is all along with you. no matter what will happen, from the bottom of my heart, i still love you alot alot alot~

Leave it to your feeling and fate. i will respect and accept the answer you gave me

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.Sunday, October 31 ' 9:35 AM Y

what should i do?

with my weak heart aches like this ...

how i wish, i dont have a heart,

that will be given out.

i think only sleeping pills is my best friend now

loved

.Saturday, October 23 ' 8:09 AM Y

ZOO OUTING WITH BABY! :) ♥

went to zoo with baby today. thanks his aunt for the free tickets :D fun day !! im happy to go with baby although can see from baby's face, he's reluctant to walk and bored.. but after the show @ splash theater, he seems to be more interested :D and guess what we saw after that, BABY'S BEST FRIEND! PORCUPINE!! hahahahs!!!!!! (Y)

after that, went to fish spa! first time trying it.. damn interesting can. &&& TICKLISH! omgggg.... baby kept holding my arm cause its ticklish. hahahahs! alot cute faces from him. hahahas.

then, while waiting for the bus, it started raining. BIG RAIN.. heng.. we see finish alr :D. &&& the freaking thunder is loud can! double the normal ones. omgggg.... bus to amk hub. slept throughout the whole journey with baby.. :D

mrt back with baby after that. HAPPY DAYS!! :D cause there's you around with him.

iloveyoualotman, baby.

you're the best i've ever have

loved

.Monday, October 18 ' 7:25 AM Y

Went to school, but.. didnt go for lesson. so went to school = never go. :D

before tt, have some argument with baby. at the end, we're alright. then, my stomach cramps like fuck. distance in school to opposite seems so far to me. i walk till i sweat like fuck. cab home with baby. rest inside the cab.

reached, wash leg everything. straightaway lie on the bed alr~ rest till evening. baby accompany after tt. so good~

signing facial package with baby soon! weeeeeeeeeee~

I will be a good & nice girl of yours.

i dont wanna regret for not doing anything that i always wanted to do or be.

yes, we're happy.

yes, it will be all the way.

& yes, this is the way tt should be.

loved

.Sunday, October 17 ' 9:42 AM Y

one day, if u dont heard me anymore. what will you do?

find me? i doubt so.

leaving me to go like this, i know you will.

have you ever love someone like this?

this is my first time.

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